after many months,

er, well.. since that day,

i've got many questions in my head.

that's why i've been asking ppl here and there.

and everywhere.

and they gave me lots of perspectives.

different perspectives.

questions to him are unanswered, of course.

should i thank him too?

hmm..

he is the one who brings out the me now.

or maybe he is the one who

shoves the me deep inside.

*hoh, another question la plak*

so i guess i should.

thank you. and to others.

okies.

er.. who am i now?

*cengkerik cengkerik*

and hair, u are staying. definitely.

currently im thinking of cutting my hair short.

sometimes the need to start anew urges me to do so.

er.. until then, i like to keep what i have now.

mode :

~:: wedding ::~

our eldest cousin got married recently. that was why i was away.

and OMG her wedding had the same theme colour as mine (well in my mind) :P

red and white on my side.

and (i was thinking that PROBABLY) blue and white on the groom's side.

so, red and blue.

awww...

but she had them anyway.

and it was beautiful~ just as i imagined :)

so here i am. googling thru some pics for our wedding.

well,

i mean..

oh u get what i mean.

not that i have somebody next to me, hehe.

this is not part of the planning :)

nauzubillah

*can i just stick to my wedding fantasy?

plagiarism, is it?

what-if questions are harder to answer.

and they are killing me!!!

tsk T_T

and i really need ur opinion

let's start drinking more water.

the last time i felt this was before i was suspected having dengue.


extremely cold in the inside.

and hot on the outside.

not forgetting feeling dizzy in my head.




i don't want to be admitted to the hospital again.

i don't want to~


tsk.

and israel, kaw kejam!