i'm not ready :(

esok kene balik shah alam.

tsk.. tsk..

okeh. let me check out things yang dah prepare.

1. baju dah basuh. esok boleh pack masuk bag.

2. kereta sudah isi minyak dan isi angin tayar. esok nak check minyak hitam.

3. hadiah untuk 'in dan iki dah balut. tinggal wish card belum isi.

ohhhh, sikit nye...

tonnes of things belum buat!!

1. buku2 dan alat tulis belum cari. gosh, sepahnye bilik~

2. belum beli berus gigi, ubat gigi, shampoo... ok, those are in the shopping list tmro. also ink printer, deodorant, face wash...

3. basuh Greenie tmro morning sebelum shop.

4. jumpa bapak. bapak dah ada kat shah alam; nak jumpa dia untuk amik road tax for Greenie. hug&kiss him and say goodbye.

5. journals belum compile in one file. they're all over the place!

the truth is, i'm not ready just yet. beratnye hati~

i wish all of you the very best.

tadi baru in contact dgn elwa.

setelah sekian lama...

da ngantuk sbnrnya. thus the conversation was short.

tapi bleh tahan gak kte nye batch kawan2 nih.

lepas sorang, sorang kawin.

tunang pun jadi cerita.

trend ek kawin muda2 dan cepat2?

atau nak cepatkan perkara yang baik,

atau nak elak fitnah makcik2 kampung,

atau cik abg nak sambung blaja di negara org,

atau da sampai seru...

atau cik abg ensem sangat~ hehe

tapi seronok tengok sume get paired macam ni.

it makes the relationship looks real.

bukan macam zaman skolah yang nak ngorat2 dan try2. hehe

ada relationship yg berkembang pesat di depan mata sejak skolah,

ada relationship yg kte tak sedar terjadi. tau2 je dia da ada partner. haha

so bila cerita tersebar luas, hati jadi excited sbb ia dah move to the next level; marriage.

bukan calang2 orang yang kte kenal ni kawin.

sorang ni, masa skola ttj skali dulu, hebat dikenali sbg player.

kat skola serting pun ada player.

skang gmbr nikah diorg da jadi profile pic FB. cantik!

sorang ni plak, masa kat ttj gak, pendiam sungguh. asik2 senyum.

tau2 je, masa kte baru masuk pre-shahalam, dia dah prepare nak nikah.

fuh, dapat anak pertama umur 20!!

tu tak masuk 4 ex-housemates kat shahalam yang kawin after grad,

nanny yang kawin early this year,

kasz dgn dayl pun,

'in dan iki yang bakal sanding new year nanti...

hey, i'm missing out lots more~

pape pun, kalau ada jodoh, pasti jadi.

lambat atau cepat, itu keputusanNya.

tahniah sbb dijodohkan cepat :D

smoga dimurahkan rezeki... dengan pelbagai cara.

hensemnye long-haired Johnny Depp.

tak sabar nak tgk The Tourist.

but i like him better without the beard tho.

mcm serabut sket.

not really my cup of tea, but it was a good tea.

last year i watched Transformers; Revenge of the Fallen.

it was not some movies i usually watch. especially on the big screens.

sebenarnya tapenah. tsk..

but i understood the story. most of it.

and just now, i watched Transformers.

(on TV2, hehe..)

the first one, which was aired somewhere in 2007.

wanna know one secret?

only i now understand the plot of Transformers.

like, seriously understand.

how the robots got to Earth, the cube, the Autobots vs the Decepticons.

(now i see that (sadly) Starscream was on Megatron's side)

how Bumblebee cannot 'communicate' properly like the rest of his mates.

and yes, haziq was right. the robots did transform themselves into machines and vehicles.

i couldn't understand it at first; i thought the cars turned themselves into robots. haha!

and it truly did answer my biggest question; of why Sam was 'the chosen one'.

fuhhh, imagine me now eagerly anxious to watch Revenge of the Fallen again.

oh, try guessing another thing~

ara did not need much explanations when watching just now,

as how i needed to explain things to her when watching movies

like Twilight or Ghost Whisperer or Rapunzel.

(why are they doing this, or why is it gone, or where is she going..)

ok, sometimes i also missed out a few things and asked her too

but lets put that aside :D

i guess the plot did its job this time.

oh, blog is pink. it's pink!!!

City Park, Seremban 2

beautiful indeed. i wish u were here :)

a good morning.

waking up cozily in bed

and see ur ever so sweet boyfie before you.

heeee

turns me on everytime

tekad

December is the month now.

a.k.a the last month.

a.k.a the end of the year.

there were several things happened last year during this month.

several things that i handled recklessly. very thoughtlessly.

regardless, they all happened.

so quickly, so fast.. i didn't realize they actually did happen.

up until now, i'm constantly pinching myself to remember all of those things.

and now, i know what i should've seen.

i know what i've done before.

after pinching myself, i know what i should've done,

and what i've missed.

three to four months i took to remember and look back.

segala 'should have' perlu dielakkan. tak patut dinilai.

ia sungguh menentang kejadian Yang Maha Mengetahui.

and i took a couple of days to make a decision.

saya tekad.

saya mahu awak memiliki apa yang saya mahu bagi. sbb saya rasa awak akan sukakannya. saya suka jika awak memilikinya. sbb ia memberi makna yang baik pada kita berdua jika awak memilikinya. i hope you will like it.

ada several lagi.. tp this will do :)