sungguh tak cerdik

kau still bercakap dgn dia.

kau still attend kat dia.

dah tau kau senang cair dgn dia

kau still hurt diri sendiri.

kau dah x cerdik, hajar.

dah hari ke-2

masih terasa kan.

padan muka.

Big Sean says ...

I don't know if this makes sense, but you're my hallelujah.

Give me a time and place, and I'll rendezvous, and I'll fly you to it, 

I'll beat ya there. 

Girl you know I got you 

Us, trust... A couple of things I can't spell without you. 

Now we are on top of the world, 'cause that's just how we do. 

Used to tell me sky's the limit, now the sky's is our point of view. 

Man now we stepping out like wow (Oh God). 

Camera's pointed shoot, 

Ask me what's my best side, I stand back and point at you. 

You, you the one that I argue with, I feel like I need a new girl to be bothered, 

But the grass ain't always greener on the other side, 

It's green where you water it. 

So I know we got issues baby, true true true 

But I'd rather work on this with you 

Than to go ahead and start with someone new, 

As long as you love me. 

i had fun :) 

 

 

maternal instinct.

he has this wall in him, or maybe built it.
blocking his feelings towards others.
something u did dulu must have hurt him a lot.

u love him. he needs help and u'll always be there for him. it is love.
facebook sume. it's easy to forgive his anger all the time becuz u love him.
but it takes just one very small mistake from u to make him
spark back everything u did to him in the past.

he has not forgiven u, can u see that. that's why the wall is there. 

he doesn't want to deal with feelings anymore towards others or even u.
ur love x berbalas here. 

i held back my tears. ibu usap my dahi. i already know all that. 
the time when he cried on the phone flashed in my head when we almost broke up. 

stop this, aisya. stop whatever u have for him.
i cannot blame him for leading u on.
u are now in this dream that he might come back.
dia dah tentu if the feeling is there.
but it has been long. so stop this.

take a break away from him. cemana dia nak forgive if u always appear.
he still sees u dgn marah yg belum cool off. so take a break.
and i don't mean not seeing him ke apa.
get away. stop whatever u have now with him. make space.
come back when u are ready and steady. Allah akan lead u back to him,
and him to u. He wants u to be happy. but trust me dah takde apa2 da ni.
so stop ur feeling. mungkin ur real jodoh Allah delay because of this.
pray that u get surrounded by new acquaintance, who will become ur friend
and later on ur lover. so stop.

u know, i got 17th to myself and u. 

now it's ur turn. i want the best. 

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