and she said, "you should know that by now."

Chuck: Don't tell me after eighteen years you can't read Waldorf's subtext.
Serena: I shouldn't have to. If that's what she is feeling then she should tell me. It is time for her to grow up.
Chuck: And this coming from someone who just pushed her best friend into a cake.

The Grandfather, S3E08, GG.

chuck, blair and serena. and three years ago, i recall just the exact friend-fight involving three besties. and for more than 5 years, i thanked Allah every single day for meeting them both from the first day and having them in my life ever since.

* * * * * * * * * * * * * *

wanna know the happy ending?

taken from YouTube 

They Shoot Humphreys, Don't They? 

S3E09, GG

that's why i love ChuckBass :)

crossing out from check list

remember the post on wish list? this link (here) will take u there.

it's dated May 20th, and i actually had forgotten about it.

not until recently, i am getting them one after another.




1. Sony VAIO
so long and goodbye :( bapak strictly tanak vaio lagi. huuu


2. iPhone 4
bais has given me his BB, so iPhone is no longer in the list. i, however, was suggested and pushed by bapak to buy another apple product to replace my vaio. yes, and i am in love with it :')


3. Sony Walkman
adik-adik were eager to buy me a present for graduation and were thinking about a phone. cisdale, whats wrong with Yari?? but since i hv BB, they wanted to buy me a laptop. hehe. but with me being picky and choosy, why not buy me a walkman?


4. Matching Shoes and Bag
ehem. takperlu cite.


5. Hubby aka Boyfie
belom lagi.




future hubby, i hv new wish list now. come to me soon!

soon. amin.

untuk 365 hari

rumah baru. 

bilik baru. 

bilik sendiri.

da boleh letak barang sendiri. 

takperlu berebut tempat dgn adik2. 

tp bila malam, mst naik atas dan tido dgn ara. 

sigh. 

reliving.

i dreamt last nite.

it felt real bcoz i wus scared

and it felt real bcoz i knw u were actually there.

it felt real bcoz u wouldve saved me

knowing u are protective when it comes to me.

but u didnt 

bcoz it was already morning

and i had to wake up.

i probably shouldve slept earlier to knw the ending.

then again, 

i wouldnt want it any other way.

it was good to see u in that dream again.

it has been a while :)

"because we have to remind ourselves"

Instead of questioning, it's best if you reflect.

Instead of arguing, it's best if you understand.

Instead of comparing, it's best if you thank.

-AzilaAbidin

thank you

thanx to u.

i am now addicted to 9gag.com

haha. bes!

#7

awh-some :)

charade.

condom

coming up with such word is one thing.

guessing the word correctly is another.

i cannot help but to love my students.

cheating tag.

a post for nadia.

skipping all terms and the nonsense part of the tag that i had done before, this is what's left of it. haha. sory.


1. How are you?

im doing extremely good. alhamdulillah. i just bought Tissot specs and im lovin it. hehe. MassComm students have been great and im lovin them too. BusinessMngmt students pun best, and im still tackling the hearts of students from CompSc. tegar sgguh. i miss adik2 from Pre-Diploma tho. they miss me too :'(

2. Coffee or Hot Chocolate?

i prefer hot choc, usually in the morning. sometimes during rainy days. rarely coffee.

3. What do you think of classical music?

huu. i dont knw if i've listened to any classical music. i dont even knw how they put music classically. any examples?

4. Describe 'ridiculousME.wordpress.com'.

well, despite the name ridiculousME, sensible and meaningful writings are always posted there.

5. Why do you stay up late?

usually it's due to listening songs in YouTube or watching RealityChangers (still in YouTube). i Facebook and Twitter a lot back then. in other words, i spent most of my nite time using internet. since this whole Melaka thingy, i notice that my nite time is with romantic movies back-to-back from my hard disk. (ugh. ni process mengkantoikan diri)

6. When is your favourite time of a day?

i always look forward to MassComm classes. i like doing activities with them; they are full of energy and if i dont have any class with them, my fav time is staying at home.

7. What do you think of Pak Li Kopitiam?

ah... bestnya~ i think Pakli Kopitiam is the best place for me to catch up with friends and enjoy good Ns Ayam Lemon.

8. Describe ‘Little Kids’.

im not sure what answer you are searching for for this one. 'Little Kids' are the chubby2 ones and innocent at the same time. playful and naughty at times, and they make cute whining too.

9. What do you think is the meaning to this sentence “where is thy blush?” (shaza je yg tau…)

haha! then if shaza je yg tau, i'll leave this to her.

10. What is your favourite cake served at Secret Recipe?

kejam, nadia. haha sedapnya!! tau x i've been craving Secret Recipe da lama! haha. SeriIskandar je ada SR, AlorGajah tade. time2 mcm ni mmg rindu SeriIskandar. as u already knw, i always choose CappuCheese cake. i've been meaning to try OreoCheese, tp belum smpai seru lg. i wouldn't mind having WhiteCocMacadamia too.

11. Are you tired answering these questions?

s u p e r t a k l a r a t i c a n n o t d e n y

duniawi

Bila Tumblr jadi tempat menghilang duka, Twitter jadi tempat bercerita mencari perhatian manusia, Blog jadi tempat luahan jiwa, Youtube jadi punca keseronokan sementara, Panggung Wayang jadi tempat melayan perasaan jauh dari dunia, Seni dan Muzik jadi means untuk ekspresi perasaan kita, Facebook jadi tempat mengisi kekosongan jiwa, Shopping jadi pelepas rasa hiba kecewa, Tidur jadi usaha menghilang kegusaran dunia, semuanya itu sungguh plastik belaka.

Sampai masa manusia yang dibukakan kitabnya, mereka berkata, “Eh, bila pulak aku buat ni, eh, yang ni pun ada catat jugak? Ingat boleh terlepas, kecik je kot. Ya Allah, banyaknya benda salah aku buat.”

Perasaan Itu Kadang-Kadang Plastik
Hisham Mahir, 2008.

trimas. a beautiful reminder.

whitewhite

 

 

tho most of the time i prefer kembang2 kinda dress, 
i simply like the delicate details on this one

  

:') 

cantik 

*pics were googled, not mine

moistmoist

im so in the mood of cakes. 

why? 

let me show u. 

mcm utk wedding

 mcm tanak-makan-sbb-comel

upclose n personal skittt. 

sedapnya ohhh!

pictures were drooled over scrolled over in the Internet.

nmpk sedap kan!

taktahan taktahan.

i want to tell you how much i love you.

Sometimes I feel "I love you" is too short a phrase for all that to be evident.

LeLove, 2011.

my 11.

i was tagged, thanx to zawani and taufik. haha. so this is my edited copy-paste.

TERMS and CONDITIONS:

1. You must post these rules.

2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.

3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post. And create 11 new questions for the people you tagged to answer.

4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on the post.

5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged HIM/HER.

6. No tag back!

7. No stuff in the tagging section about "YOU ARE TAGGED IF YOU ARE READING THIS" YOU LEGITIMATELY (a.k.a REALLY, TRUST, WITH ALL HONESTY) have tagged 11 people.

answered No 1 oredi.


answering No 2: 11 Things About Me.


1. sy suka jalan2. walking, driving, train-ing, bus-ing.

2. sy suka bag dan kasut dan baju dan jeans. 

3. sy masih takmatang.

4. sy suka putih.

5. susah sy nak suka purple tp kawan2 keliling suka purple. duibuchi. huuu

6. sy suka lelaki kerinting bulat2.

7. sy berazam utk dapat anak kembar comel2.

8. sy x tau sy sudah bersedia utk masters ke belum.

9. sy berazam utk pegi England utk snow dan Italy utk bulanmadu.

10. i've been waiting for JT to come to Malaysia.

11. yes, a hopeless romantic. cair bila ada fireplace, candles, roses.



answering No. 3 (a) from Taufik: Questions From Tagger.

1. What is the wallpaper on your phone?
- nothing special. wallpaper is from the customed theme in phone.

2. What makes you unique?
- hehe. no one can be any mengada2 than i am now. i am me.

3. The last time you were angry? Why?
- last week. tsk. dont feel like telling.

4. Are you a giver or a taker? Why?
- im a taker. hehe. but i still give, mind you.

5. Your favourite hangout? Why?
- in the tv lounge with ibu bapak sofia ara baiz. we would talk and talk and laugh and share our butts off. at kedai makan with haziq fiqa shaza wanie. i would just eat and eat and eat bcoz they will do the talking and talking and laughing and sharing and i will listen and listen and chuckle all the way.

6. What is your favourite mistake?
- repeating the same mistake twice. sometimes thrice and i feel like smacking myself hard on me face.

7. What were you doing before doing this?
- i reviewed and perah-otak for things to teach for BEL311 yang-susah-lagi-payah when i realized students were supposed to be doing presentation tmro. ugh.

8. What and who are you afraid of?
- im afraid of being far from family and friends. quite transparent that im dependent.

9. Your childhood nickname.
- i dont know. maybe i dont have nicknames, not even now. 'hajar' started when i started primary school among friends until now. i dont think my makpaksedara knows anyone by that name in my family. haha. they have been calling me aisya. however, different people call me differently. while most tesl students call me hajar, certain like dija, wanirock, bad, aza call me aja. not only it is obvious in their pronunciation, but in text messeges and ym chat too. hehe. kawan2 skola teknik call me aja ecah as oppose to bestie hajar binti jalalil.

10. Your most embarrassing moment.
- i do have several scenes, but i cannot recall. sigh. 

11. What was the strangest dream you ever had?
- i dreamt being a lesb--- for 4 to 5 times. oh no need details. nauzubillah.



answering No. 3 (a) from Zawani: Questions From Tagger.

1. What is the last book you read?
- Gossip Girl book 1.

2. What was the last movie you went to see?
- i would have said Real Steel. but housies and colleagues kidnapped me to jusco on my first day of work and watched Immortals. Immortals merepek. pastu tgk Seeking Justice. much better. haha sekian.

3. If someone wrote a biography about you, what do you think the tittle should be?
- That Little Girl.

4. If you had six months to live, what would you do with the time?
- i would spend my time having lovely people around me. doing things that i like. trying things they like to do.

5. If you were a type of food, what type of food would you be?
- i would be seafood. haha. got lobster, sotong, udang, oyster, lala, even kerang. maybe Mr Crab too. lol.

6. Who do you like best, your mom or dad?
- i dont feel like choosing either of them. but i am much closer to my mom. most of the time, it is much easier to talk to her.

7.What kind of people do you dislike?
- i dislike ppl who are cynical.

8. On a scale of 1 to 10, how happy are you?
- now? 8! hehe. bengkakbengkak da hilang. ulcer pun da abis.

9. How would you describe yourself in three words?
- unorganized organized person. hehe.

10. What accomplishments were you proud of?
- i was proud to get 8As in SPM. i was proud to say 'aisya masuk mrsm' at the age of 13. haha. truth be told, i dont have much things that i feel proud of. in fact, i was always happy and contented with what i had gotten.

11. If you could change an event in history, what would it be?
- i would have gotten more than just second upper class degree. i know i am more than that. sy bersyukur, still. dan sy ingin berubah.



answering No. 3 (b): 11 Questions to 11 People. 

1. Name one of your most remembered childhood memories.

2. What song describes you?

3. What is your Top 5 playlist in your walkman/phone/iPod/etc?

4. What do you like to do when the day rains in the evening?

5. Ever feel like calling me Aisya?

6. In 4 years time, where do you see yourself? What do you think you'll be doing?

7. Tell me about your painful heartache. How did you solve it?

8. My benefit: Tell me several ways to love teaching.

9. My benefit: How do you work under pressure?

10. What is the main attraction that people find in you?

11. Random Question: If shaza, me, fiqa and haziq were going for a roadtrip, who would most likely overpack? hehe. (source: Internet)



answering No. 4: 11 People To Be Tagged. 

1. shaza

2. citjeng

3. azila

4. fitri

5. afiq

6. safwan

7. azie beautiful-bride-to-be

8. dayl

9. din

10. pinkora

11. er.. yes, nashrah. hehe.

#6

rasa nak nangis bila Seri Iskandar students asked me if im still there.

and my only reason is 'melaka dekat dgn ibu'.

:(

keep up.

too many things happened while i left this page untouched.

but i've always been here. going thru friends' posts and writings.

i just cannot find time to tell my own stories.

sounds like an excuse to me. hua3

cut things short, here are the details:

11 Nov: i was admitted to Tuanku Jaafar Hospital in Seremban to be prepared for a surgical operation to remove four impacted teeth. operation was done on 12th and i was discharged on the 13th. yes, as my profile picture in FB shows, i looked cute after the surgery for at least 4 - 6 days. i strictly had bubur during those days, not because i had pantangs and all. no, doctor did not mention anything about that. teringin, mmg sgtla teringin. tp bila fikirkan kunyah2 dan mknn lekat di gigi and celah jahitan, trust me when i say i could not have the appetite i usually have for other food. i did not look weird too, i just looked chubby. hehe

14 Nov: Adha, bengkak2 ni, Jessica Alba pun boleh. haha

15 Nov: i was called for an interview in UiTM Melaka for an English PTFT post. alhamdulillah, they wanted me to report duty on the 16th. i am thankful to be accepted because i had done my best to talk and mock-teach and impress them despite the pain and bengkak in my mouth. they said its a good thing that i was a PTFT before, and that i am used to that position (mcm pelik je ayat dia. but i smiled all the way). i received a miscall from UiTM Kuala Pilah and a text from Nashrah regarding PTFT post there just after the interview. argh. just a couple of hours late, and i had just agreed with Melaka. haha. and after i self-reported the next day (y'know - isi isi borang, finger print, meeting people), wani mira aini and other PTFT colleagues kidnapped me to Jusco and watched Immortals. oh what a first day, compared to Seri Iskandar. but no offence SI for you still ada secret recipe. hehe. sini tade.

20 Nov: bais is home for summer holiday. super happy! proud to say that i was the first to notice him in KLIA pushing the trolley when bapak ibu ara were still eyeing here and there. wasnt hard to find him since he still had his hair long. hehe. i look forward to every weekend till february including public holidays to spend more time with him with the whole family.

21 Nov: Diploma students had their first class. i received my timetable on the 18th, stating that my students are from MassCom, BusinessManagement and ComputerScience fields. this will be my first time teaching diploma students since i was used to teaching pre-diploma's. i still have a haziq in my class. i also have an afiqah, but no shaza or even wanie. having them around, i notice that i am still learning myself and insyaAllah i will make sure that i improve myself. aminn. teaching BEL311 is not easy!

25 Nov: BigBadWolf sale!! omg i had tonnes of fun. hehe. with bookworms azila and shaza, shopping with them was great. sebenarnya it was my first time going to BigBadWolf, and seeing books at such low prices made me bit crazy. pardon me.





i just realized that it is really easy to fall for him again and again. the fall feels so good; how can i move on?

and thanx for the BB bais :)

to Taufik and Zawani. hehe

hey, cuti2 mane ade homework~

makin dedikasi pulak cikgu zaman skang. 

hehe. 

akan sy buat tag awk. sy suda copy paste. weekend sy a bit terisi buat masa ni. dan sy bakal fikirkan mangsa2 seterusnya. huwahahahaha 

jadi x gelak jahat?

dedication #7

see that smile? hehe.

bet u can see mine too.

yep, the pic is mine. cuz the collection is currently in my hands! 

or in my arms. i'm hugging it! hehe

tq much shaza. 

berat bwk dari kino ke gombak ke shalam.

uruskan pembelian 'buku lagha' ini, bak kata herne. cisdale, hern~

trimas chief executive shaza, 'blanja' 20% from the price. winkwink!

now. where to start? 

oh, rite. haha. chuck bass!

#5

i pray u hv a good life there and it has been that way since that last day.

and u knw, im more than a pillow for ur tears and sobs whenever things trouble u. 

use me well. 

#asamatteroffact

salam aidil adha buat semua ;)

Percaya Padaku - Ungu

vid was taken from YouTube.
oke oke. lagu ni da lama kua. i know :)

#4

"i think i finally found a note to make you understand

if you can hit it, sing along and take me by the hand."

cute pic is taken from here. 

if i didnt consider dogs haram, i would hv kept a bulldog.

i would hv owned one. 

i would hv been his best fren.

i would hv played with it. 

or maybe just laze there on a couch with it. haha

and of course, dogs are generally a no no in my religion.

Grad

haha, taktipu bila sy kata pagi2 bangun mcm nk pegi menikah. mcm la pnah menikah, eleh.
debar kemain!

"Bagi saya, universiti di Malaysia ni ada dua saja. UiTM, dan lain-lain."

Dato' Prof Ir Dr Sahol Hamid Abu Bakar,

Naib Canselor UiTM dihatiku, 2011.

he said this in his speech during our convocation. he told us that he started off as a student in UiTM. then a worker in a construction site (UiTM engineering building to be exact). a lecturer in UiTM. and he worked his way up to Naib Canselor. dan saya rasa, harapan slash doa azila utk mjadi dekan boleh tercapai dan termakbul bila saya mendengar ucapan Dato' td. aminn

tahniah azila fqa wanie nadia ruqayyah farihah dan sume ANC. bangga melihat kalian atas stage td.

buat shaza, haziq, safwan, afiq, ban. next sem saya bakal tgk korg dlm robe cantik2 dan ensem2! insyaAllah.

semestinya sy tuju B.Ed TESL ini kpd ibu bapa sy. sy diperkenalkan dgn course ini dikala mulut masih kasar dan sabar masih nipis mengajar adik2 matematik. kini? im a much better person. insyaAllah.

tahniah rakan2 seperjuangan :)

terbaiklah Dato'! hehe

it's 12.30

i am distracting myself.

Pre-Grad

:: in will be up on stage with hubby. good enough? try this: in will be up on stage with hubby, and a little nudger inside, insyaAllah. soo happy for them ;) ni first point sbb bratur 2 jam skali dgn dia td. haha teruja!

:: jumpa azila kat parking lot with dija. i miss her. alhamdulillah, Allah listens to my small doa.

:: azie will get married this Dec. tunang ring is still in its place since i first saw it in Angsana. still dazzles me. not that i ever want it to be elsewhere. but u get my point.

:: fa told a secret abt her and amir. one word: wow.

:: didnt get to meet rumet trah. didnt even catch a glimpse of her. haha. i dont want to know why. but gud thing to know she's on holiday like me. will go to her place later2.

:: shaza got work. ceh, ade ke keje time deepavali~? (haha salahkan kino) hzq xreply msg. din called pun x agkt. i just got the answer why. haha

:: speaking of din, he didnt get to gv me GG!! goodness gracious. haha. i didnt get to get that from him. the whole situation didnt allow it to happen either. maybe belum jodoh sy dgn mr bass. ye ye, tgh sabar ni.

:: should i or should i not follow ara tmro? super tired, but she's gonna watch real steel! dilemma2.

:: fqa got L sized robe. imagine her bising2. haha.. and yes, she WILL find a way (her own sweet way) of making it an extra small. yep, an XS. cannot wait!

:: saw lovelies mary and aina. didnt see nashrah tho. wonder why.

:: ipkb and ipgaya were there too. almost didnt recognize them. can you believe it? its been almost two years.

:: nadia seems very kurus now. she seems okay still, and claims that she has been gaining weigh. oih, tang mana pulak yg gain nii... ruqayyah; same old same old. hehe

:: wanie came with apai. another couple yang grad skali, apart from in and iki. oh and kasz and dayl too! met them too.

:: effa and ezhan sempat shopping =.= cemana bleh xtau yg kami bratur panjang gle. tsk...

:: makcik candle x bukak kedai. frustrated amat.

:: encik yang-bagi-rehearsal amat lah adorable. very funny guy.

:: yep, i think pegi je lah real steel. screw penat2.

the B womanizer

October 2011 issue 

tho i hv a copy myself last 3 weeks, pic is not mine. here. 

says that Chuck Bass is British. 

i mean, Ed Westwick is British. 

tertipu. igtkn betul2 American. 

only today i felt the need to actually listen to his British accent.

thought he'll be even sexier. hehe

so i YouTube-d his GG interviews. 

and YouTube-d.

summore YouTube. 

YouTube-d more and more. 

i was busy staring at him and his eyes and the way he talks,

i dont get to listen to any of his words.

frustrated. even now. 

taksabar nk baca GG.

curik2 tag

found this in Nash's blog. hahaha! looks like fun, and i myself havent done any tag lately. why not gv myself a break.



1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
- haha. i think so. im doing so good.

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
- date? 23 to 18? no. a casual meet-up sounds better.

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
- i think i hv. i cannot really remember. maybe i havent. lol.

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
- yep. more of a hye-nice-to-meet-you smile.

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
- hopefully not. i hv my limit. they dont create the word 'boundary' for no reason. hehe

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
- yep. Count on Me by Bruno Mars. reminds me of fqa. and haziq and wanie and shaza.

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
- baju raya 2010.

8. How often do you listen to music?
- often enough lately. im packing things up now, so LiteFM seems fine.

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
- jeans.

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
- dramatically? im not sure. but it'll change. i hope.

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
- em. not really a social one. but im not antisocial either.

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘B’?
- em. Bais? fly-kissed him before he took off

13. What about ‘S’?
- shaza. hehe. cheek-to-cheek kiss last week.

14. Can you drive a stick shift?
- whats a stick shift?

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
- i do when the stuff is not rite about me. im not all bad.

16. Are you going out of town soon?
- yep. ipoh this weekend. effa nak bawak jalan2. hopefully i wont be not homesick! hehe

17. When was the last time you cried?
- oh oh. last sunday nite. vry bad feeling i had. i havent cried these days. but i rly couldnt stop that one.

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
- haha. yep of course.

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
- wow. slalu teringin pakai contact lenses. haha. the grey ones are really attractive.

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
- absolutely everything? that is demanding. maybe no. but it all depends on who and what.

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
- today? i went to the office early this morn coz i got a call from them yesterday, saying that i was absent for quite few days. ah, thats the downside of depending too much on technology. they really hv technical problem.

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
- haha. its the most romantic part to me. cute is really an understatement.

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
- effa and ezhan? whoa. that'll be threesome. fuh! so, no. haha

24. What are you sitting on right now?
- chair. am in office.

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
- nope.

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
- yep.

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
- adha.

28. Do you get a lot of colds?
- i guess. from my boss. she's like that lately. other colleagues says she's changed.

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
- no shirt now. baju kurung. raya 2010.

30. Does anyone hate you?
- nope.

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
- nvr owned one.

32. Do you like watching scary movies?
- like?? no no >.<

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
- haha. braces and cabut gigi alone pun sakit. so, no. hehe. but i think i like to be pierced just under my lower lip.

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
- one whole year? thats a lot of days. but if 2010 can be taken out, i would be oke.

35. Did you have a dream last night?
- yep.

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
- somewhere this month. hehe. forgot to whom and why and where. but i do remember a deed so good was done for me. so i guess its a simple i-love-you.

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
- if Allah wills it.

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
- hahaha. i dont know.

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- cis. better be!

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
- yep. i literally put aside the office' call and continued watching Mulan 2 (for the Nth time. haha)

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
- that'll be august. nope.

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
- a girl? nope. make that two. ipoh bebeyh! haha

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
- yep.

44. What’s the best part about school?
- when SPM was over. no classes and no books and all of us brought cameras everyday.

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
- lol. yep.

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
- yep. haha. and i regret now for doing it during exam. or was it trial? tsk. terasa ketidak-berkatan hingga sekarang.

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
- of course. some things are worth remembering. some things are worth ungkit-ing. some things are worth jadi sempadan.

48. Were you single over the last summer?
- yep.

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
- of course no. 2009 was good. not that this yr is any less. im contented, in some ways.

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
- give what En Ameri wants 15mins ago. haha. but im finishing this no matter what.

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
- no. u really cannot simply hate En Ameri. he's cool. i guess.

52. Are you nice to everyone?
- yep. am i not?

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
- haha. Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat sang that duet for me 

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
- of course. im not a cheater. insyaAllah im not.

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
- most of the time. other times its a bit exaggerated.

56. Do you think you like someone?
- always have.

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘T’?
- tomok? timberlake? no. haha

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
- both. good to be in both sides of the world.

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
- yea. embarrassing. but it was a bit unbearable.

60. Do you hate anyone?
- hate? no. just dislike.

61. How’s your heart?
- oke. why?

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
- ugh. a lot.

63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
- lol. yep. he made me sad.

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
- er, i dont know.

65. Are your toenails painted pink?
- nope. they're clean n clear. haha

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
- either it's to a girl or when im married to a guy. so no, i hope not.

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
- oh not. for me. i really dont find that love feeling when they cry. something bad must hv happened to him. i should go to him.

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
- hahahahaha! good one. alhamdulillah, no. (tp zip tak naik, penah. hehe)

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
- ibu, this morn. she has event going on now. dia curik2 call. cute. hehe

70. How do you look right now?
- pretty and decent.

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
- yes. more than someone actually.

72. Can you commit to one person?
- laa. insyaAllah of course.

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
- i think i do. but not everything yet. its much easier talking to the ones of the same sex.

74. Have you ever felt replaced?
- sigh. i have.

75. Did you wake up cranky?
- this morn? no. i woke up super lazily.

76. Are you a jealous person?
- yep.

77. Are relationships ever worth it?
- yes of course. eh wait. worth what?

78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
- nope. im in the mood of trying summore.

79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
- yep. and lots.

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
- tmro i need to sort things out and pack things up. books in one box. clothes in one bag.

81. Last person you cried in front of?
- i think its ibu. last month. when i told her kata2 bapak buat sy kecik hati. letting things out is not easy.

82. Is there someone you will never forget?
- yep.

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
- i dont know. he used to.

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
- i'd send cute texts just to annoy him. hua3. maybe i would hv done nothing. i would hv gayut2 with him before i go to bed and he would hv told me his plans for today. so no bothering him this morn.

85. Are you over your past?
- im not sure.

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
- yep.

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
- now? yep. ibu.

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
- nope. haha

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
- shaza?? must be crazy for her to drive all the way here, so i must let her in. rindu ye.. winkwink

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
- nope. he's okay.

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
- 2 months? cepatnya. belum2. but who am i to say.

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
- lol. from the Jackson family. he's good. was, i mean.

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
- nope.

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
- nope.

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
- yep. lol. besides, its one of my fav months.

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
- shaza? big pair of eyes, fair skin, cheerful. of course. hehe

97. Who do you have texts from?
- adha.

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
- whoa. i dont know.

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
- ibu. already-married cousins. maksedara.

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
- in fb? fqa and henri.

101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
- nope.

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
- yep.

if u read this, u'r tagged.

lain matlamat, lain arah. now i see :)

sy tak sebertuah awk. hehe

mental torture

bad for me to hope this

but i pray that there will be one person who puts u in a situation that i am in.

when that time really comes, u'll be looking back into ur past

u'r gonna remember what i felt exactly. 

heck, maybe u wouldnt even remember me anymore. who am i kidding?

who even cares. that bad feeling; it will haunt u for the rest of ur life.

oke. dah.

let me tell you a story i had on the bus.

i had my mind wandering off as i took out my earphone. i got sleepy eventually; about time. i closed my eyes, and the boy next to me said Hi.

oh come on!

Hi. i said.

nk pegi mana ni? he fairly asked.

em, lumut.

oh. belajar ke? uitm?

mengajar. a'a uitm.

mengajar? mengajar. oh, lecturer la ni.

yea.. i answered back fairly. and i would know he's a boy, not a guy. he really looked like SPM boy.

awk baru 19?

a'a 19. baru masuk la ni; sem 1.


and he started asking things abt me here and there; umur, sape anta kat stesen bas, subject apa ajar. ish, i said to myself. u'r demanding too muchhh info. TMI~!


apparently he just told me that he was on his way to politeknik in ipoh.


oh ye ke. i said. sy ada student kat sana rasanya. nama dia haziq. katanya amik engineering course; sy x igt engineering yg mana.

i looked at him to see if he knows or heard of the name since he's taking civil. but i got a very blurred face. takkenal la. he said.

ye ke. em, takpela. sy sempat ajar dia seminggu je. dia dapat offer engineering, dia berhenti la.

(and i think i had that haziq student of mine post posted somewhere in june 2011. refer to that)

ohh. hehe. akak igt ek nama dia~?

and i let out a small laugh. em. igt la. maunye x igt. i smiled to myself.

hehe, nama sy pun haziq.

takjadi gelak. mulut menganga. tekebil2. ehem, cover balik. oh, ye ke.. i said.

a'a haziq. hehe. cuma ada nama sikit kat depan.

sbenanya da speechless..~ ye ke. apa dia? i asked.

hehe. fahim haziq.


surrender dah. confirm.

sy nk jadi mcm awk!

 

Each action is like a brick. You choose whether to use it to build a foundation or a wall. Same goes for speaking with respect instead of sarcasm, and listening instead of dismissing, and engaging instead of eye-rolling.

Asha Dornfest, 5 Lessons Learned from 18 Years of Marriage. 

just when i tot tokpah was really enjoying Ne-Yo at 730am. dikala fqa masih memejamkan mata, igt nk turun katil n join tokpah. KLfm rupanya.

eh, boleh masuk la dgn choice of songs shaza. but i'll pass bila Rossa. taktahan..~

fqa said smtg abt wanie's attire. i cannot help but to totally tegelak sgt2. kejam sgt fqa nehh

henri is full of questions. and ppl who are full of questions are those who hv really good general knowledge abt almost everything. i dont mind listening to him if he talks :)

din didnt get to gv pressie by hand. which im sure he'll find another way. ah, din n his surprises. who knows.

n i like u in white. u gv me butterflies

still wondering who chose that Taylor Swift's. but i nvr ask ard.

batch ke2

PD 0021 D

PD 0021 E

pics are not mine. both were taken from their fb albums. good moments i had with them. great times. and just when i thought my days with both classes were over, Allah actually prepared me with another moment; their final english paper day. it was on last week's tuesday and i got to invigilate them that day. trust me, invigilation had never been that exciting. tho i did not get to assist them like i used to in class, i was even more excited to see these happy faces looking relieved to have me in the hall. haha, comel kn adik2 sy. 

BEL011 D and E, good luck and all the best i wish to u guys. diploma is much tougher, if u felt this semester was hard to go thru. but believe in urself that u hv so much potential in u. 

i will miss u :)

berdebar key-ing in their marks this morn.

u knw, spending the day just now, ibu kata ada hikmah aisya x masuk hospital just yet.

i think i get her point :)

loveli myvi #3

adios i bid u. u know, i've always hoped they change their mind n continue producing endless twins of u, but ur other siblings dont rly take my breath away. tsk, not even bumblebee. until another crush comes, u will always hv a place in my heart.

adios to viva too. tho it was short n out of the blue, i actually had a good time trying to accept u. in a good way :)

adios to greenie767. it has been a pleasure going to places with u. n im sure we'll be seeing each other again.

im getting good at goodbyes, aren't i? :)

tp bila ibu bring myvi up in conversations, masih terasa sebak. 

mungkin not so good yet. haha

ibu, akak mengajar skg ni. 

semester da nk abis pun; students da nk final papers. 

ibu, bapak bangga x akak mgajar? 

bapak bangga x, mcm mana bapak ckp kat sofia bapak bangga sofia dpt 3.7 dua kali? 

imperfect-ing perfection

Nobody's perfect.

yea, the infamous statement.

and i know no one is.

i should know that. because i know i'm not.

but i think i have found my worst attitude.

for several years back, i now realize that i seek perfection in every people i meet.

i expect perfection in people.

"people are supposed to read my mind and my actions without having me telling them."

"people dont simply make mistakes because they are supposed to be greater and more intelligent than me."

these two thoughts have been lingering in my head for a couple of nights. feel like talking to fqa. she always knows what to say. but she always seems a bit busy and tired. i dont think she would want to hear this stuff.

oh oh...

Stereo Heart

"Keep myself inside your head, like your favorite tune
And know my heart is a stereo that only plays for you."

good to walk down memory lane.

tgh cari2 post yg satu itu.

maka jari telunjuk mula click satu per satu.

terbaca tajuk yg mcm x penah buat.

nk ketawa pun ada.

bukan sebarang memory.

memory 2010. tahun yg takbest.

dgn semangatnya sy telah luahkan apa yg sy rasa!

busuk sungguh katakata saya. tsk.

belum lagi status2 di fesbuk yg smemangnya visible to all.

sigh.

berubah, hajar! berubah. 

things don't really go as planned.

just when i'm about to..

then you...

and they...

then she..



then..



so i stopped.

not even paused.



kecewa a bit.

good to bring back memories

i know exactly how they felt when they received this. 

dari practicum days, even when i'm working now.


students i mean.


the sweet talker, mereka-racun-mereka-juga-penawar students.

:) hehe

bcoz that was how i felt exactly when he gave me this just before we went for our kerja gila

words of cinta, kasih dan sayang.

Maka aku berkata 'Aku memilih mencintai semua mereka di sekelilingku kerana aku mencintai Penciptaku yang menjadikan mereka dan aku. Aku juga memilih menjadi seorang murabbi cinta mengajar diriku dan mereka mengenal erti kasih sayang kerana dunia tandus dan terkeliru dengan nilai dan erti hakiki satu cinta bernama kasih dan sayang...' wallahua'lam.

 Pn Rohaya Abdul Wahab, 2011

pakcik itu

so i am his awek kedua.



hehe.




i tot he already has one.





"mmg la Miss. tp dia kata Miss awek kedua dia."





pandai2 je la pakcik tuo nih.





n dont be offended, his-girlfie. i know he's playing around. 

rumah baru. bilik baru.

ruqayyah dan nadia da quit. maka berpindahlah saya ke rumah effa dan ezhan bagi menggantikan fariha yg juga quit.

da 3 malam ni. dan saya masih tido dgn lampu terbuka.

lampu bilik terbuka. lampu livingroom terbuka.



helpless in saving myself. tsk.

this is what happened yesterday.

i woke up as early as 5am. so did my family. they planned to leave klantan right after subuh prayer while i needed to catch the 650am bus to kubang kerian. bus to ipoh was scheduled at 930am. why would they rush when usually we had breakfast at 8am before leaving, and why would i catch that morning bus when the trip is only around 45min from pasir puteh? this is why.

........................................................

remember hafiz's engagement day on friday? yea, so the whole family including paklong, pakngah and paksu left klantan on saturday around 1pm after makan2 and eat2 and chitchat.
4 cars all together. after saying goodbye and all, ibu called paksu at 5pm just to know where they were at that time.

ibu: Ampa kat mana dah ni?

paksu: Hah, lagi 5 kilo lagi..

ibu: 5 kilo nak sampai mana?

paksu: Lagi 5 kilo nak masuk Tanah Merah.


ibu terdiam. baru tanah merah? sokmo2 stengah jam je dari pasir puteh, i thought. jam la tu. kesian pulak kat diorg. babies kembar tu mana bleh dok diam.

........................................................

so i took the 650am bus (which arrived at 705am that morn) to kubang kerian. arrived ard 8am and waited for the ipoh bus. tunggu punya tunggu, pukul 10 pun belum sampai. ish, jam jugak ke ni? too early for jam, i thought. uncle sham who is my uncle and also a person who works with Transnasional, came to me and said that my bus was in workshop. hence the delay. kito gi KB terus la, tunggu bas kat sano, dio oyak. maka naiklah saya bersama dia on another bus and arrived kb ard 10am.

tunggu punya tunggu, uncle sham still belum give any sign that my bus da sampai. mengantuk sgt2 da ni, lapar pun ada. so i went ard the place searching for food or anything to be eaten on the bus later on. takpe hajar, pukul 12 kot bas sampai. tunggu punya tunggu, pukul 1 baru nampak bas. pukul 130 bertolak. seb baik bas double decker.

alhamdulillah, the journey was surprisingly smooth. there was a 15min bumper-to-bumper crawl which i dont remember where it was, and that was it. it rained a bit, so the bus slowed down for about half an hr. we had a stop just before arriving gerik for 1hr for evening prayers and small snacks. all in all, ipoh bus station was in front of me at 8pm sharp. i called helmi, a cousin who lives in ipoh, to send me to seri iskandar. dont call cabs if u arrive late, ibu had texted me earlier. got home at 915pm. effa and ezhan were already there having dinner.

penat taktipu. more on emotionally penat. waving goodbye when my family left klantan was a bit touching (me being sensitive n all). i took my time, a longgg time, to enjoy my dinner and logged in fb to see if sofia was online or not.

ok dah bye. hahahaha. 

oh, cemana paksu and the geng punya story? they arrived penang at 1am that day. imagine 12 hrs in the car! kan slalu 5 jam je perjalanan. ksian lagi2 kalau drive manual car. mane nak handle clutch nye, brek nye, kang ter-press minyak...~ tsk, teruk betul la.

raya, jumaat prayers and engagement .

maka selamatlah cousin sebaya yg pertama bertunang.

dan buat pertama kalinya, sy di pihak lelaki menyaksikan majlis pertunangan tersebut.

it was a bit different; me being a girl going to a person's house for such event when before this, me on the perempuan's side had been anxiously waiting for the lelaki's side to come and see the future wife.

byk kali otak dok fikir "ape pulak kita yg beria ria pegi umah org nii..." terasa malu tak pasal.
i had to constantly reminded myself that we were representing hafiz (aka a guy) family here for the wife-to-be.

=.=

teringat pulak muka gatal hafiz bila awek dia klua bilik utk penyarungan cincin. takmaluuuu hahahaha

cepat nikah. nk mkn ns minyak pulak ni

good to see acad again after 5 months. thnx for inviting. good catching up.

spaghetti acad yg buat. sedap.

nk duit raya, dtg sbn plk ya. seri iskandar pun boleh. hehe

slamat hari raya :)

2nd day of Eid Fitri. What can I say?

- first time bais berjauhan. first time Citra kekurangan ahli. dan di kala kami menikmati lemang dan rendang di pagi raya, first time jugak lah bais pegi class di bulan syawal. alolololo.... terima kasih skype kerana buat bais 'dekat' dgn kami.

- first time fmly in one-colour theme. tsk, kecuali bais.. dia pkai hijau. takpe2. setangkai rose pun ada merah dan hijau.

- sapa nk duit raya? beratur ya. yang kecik kat depan, besar kat blakang.

- serious dah tak reti nk appear offline kat fb. fb ni makin lama makin complicated.

- ketuaan makin terasa. mak-mak sedara sudah bertanyakan isu kerja dan higher education. not to mention isu-isu calon. laa, sy muda lagi!

- hehe, keinginan dan harapan utk mendapatkan twins makin menggunung.

- bapak hadiahkan smart tag. akhirnya i will be saying goodbye to long ques and syilings.

- i am also saying goodbye to students' writing paper. hehehe... Miss nak raya ni



semoga ketemu lagi Ramadhan al-Mubarak. insyaAllah

.. and i go back to december all the time.

it has been 2 years almost.
2 years.
feels like yesterday.

i cant walk. why?

in a new place with new companions #2

byk sy belaja dari nadia. dia selalu berkata ttg kehidupan. dan sy berterima kasih pada Allah kerana 'memberi' nadia dan ruqayyah dalam hidup sy.

smoga Allah panjangkan umur mak nadia. dan smoga perjalanan masters lancar buat ruqayyah :) sy berharap utk ketemu kalian lagi

#3

But look at you tonight. So beautiful under these neon lights. Yeah.

Who needs lovers lane?

Right up on this rooftop, let's make love in the summer rain.

:)

Summer Rain, Matthew Morrison.

i am.

:: i am sorry when my mood swings affect(ed) urs and ur day.

:: when i say things that shouldn't be heard.

:: when i misjudge(d) u when u are much better than what i see.

:: when i betray(ed) my own words when i gave u them.

:: when i sound(ed) angry and cold.

:: when i push(ed) u away when u need(ed) me.

:: when i take things/people for granted.

:: when u feel ignored.

i am sorry.

i am changing towards a better me.

insyaAllah.

video is taken from YouTube

credits to kak zura for sharing it in her FB page

psst.

i'm glad to know that i'm not the only one who feels it :)

first time

semalam hari bersejarah.

amat bersejarah.

untuk pertama kalinya, sy jadi imam semalam.

imam.

imam untuk wittir tiga rakaat.

niat immaman instead of makmuman.

itupun tiga kali angkat takbir sbb tiga kali salah niat.

first time sebut AllahuAkbar aloud in every movement.

first time saya bacakan doa untuk orang aminkan.

saya dapat bimbingan dari nadia dan ruqayyah.





terfikir pula mcm mana sang pengantin lafaz nikah depan kadi.

tu baru depan kadi. belum imam pada sang isteri lagi.

bacakan doa untuk anak2 aminkan.



tade kaitan eh?





sbnya tgh mood Nur Kasih skg. da sparuh jalan tgk :)

jatuh hati pada Adam Hassan. haha. hensem plak Remy Ishak ni.

:)

it was a beautiful surprise to see u at The Westin Hotel.

i don't know what is stopping me from reaching you... but i miss you so much

photo is taken from rumet's FB page

sy rindu having awak in the same room.

sy slalu ada bnda nk cerita kat awak.

bila rindu, sy main Dream Day Wedding game.

dulu sy amik dari awak sbb awak slalu main.

bila rindu layan oldies dgn awak, sy pasang LiteFM kat radio sy.

sy tahan sedu bila hantar awak ke stesen bas shalam.

awak suruh sy balik cepat sbb awak da nk nangis.

ya, bila smpai rumah sy nangis.

itu kali terakhir sy tgk awak :)

dan sy bersyukur sy harungi Part 8 dgn awak sbg rumet.

hello trah. apa khabar awak kat johor?

#2

i've been keeping up with what u want and what u always feel.

i'm tired now.





so from now on,

i'm doing things my way.

i may not feel comfortable with ur mimics or ur sighs, but they don't matter.

what i do know is u won't be as comfortable.





a win-win situation.

yea

why would she~

loveli myvi #2

"unless u dapat permanent job, say bye2 la kat myvi"

bapak's words still rang in my head.

bapak serious nk blanja downpayment viva.

but i nvr liked viva~

but if u are talking abt the monthly payment, mmg viva lg besh.

tp myvi buat sy bedebar di hati dan jatuh cinta.

must. get. permanent. job.

must!!

sbnya sedang blaja mencintai viva..

but i still must get permanent job! must!!!

ingatkan cite biasa jee

:'(

t a n a k t e n g o k t h e h a p p e n i n g l a g i h u u u

t a k b o l e h t i d o m a l a m

in a new place with new companions

nadia n ruqayyah slalu argue.

argue nk balik rumah ke x.

argue nk pilih mana lagi baik.

argue nak makan mana.

masa makan pun argue.

spe lg childish pun nk argue!

mcm budak kecik 3 tahun yg baru nk kenal dunia dan cari pasal dgn bestie dia.

yep.

sy rasa mereka comel.

bila diorg argue, i actually get to see the 'human' side of ruqayyah :)

cubit peha harry, peha voldermort terasa.

take care.

it will take time, so bertahan yeh.

#1

susah nak respond to ppl who always feel they are right.

a small gathering slash reunion

pics were not taken the whole day, but i want to keep what we had that day.

mula2 semangat nk naik train pkul 9am but i took the 11am train due to a tiring journey from perak last nite. got text from citjeng saying that he's at klsentral. 11.20 at klcc. awal sgt ni, i said to myself. oke, awak jln2 dlu ya, i replied. i dont knw bout other ppl but it's a good thing he's the type yg suka windowshop.

i arrived at klcc at 12.40pm. met citjeng at uniqlo and met shaza tgh2 jalan. hugs and kisses exchanged. jom mkn kat foodcourt kat atas skali. so we went.

we took a table near the waffle counter after dua kali pilih table ni ke table tu. took orders and start cerita cerita cerita cerita. wanie and apai and din came. sambung cerita cerita cerita cerita. makan makan. shaza nak masuk keje, we said bye. sambung cerita cerita cerita. jom usha shaza buat keje. and we went. intai punya intai, tersipu2 shaza bila kantoi. wanie kata shaza tekelua 'ou shet' from her mouth, haha.. i didnt notice that.

wayang klcc mcm x kena dgn masa yg ada. so keluar klcc heading midvalley. naik wira wanie, apai drove. x masuk parking lot lagi, banyak giles kereta bratur nak masuk lot midv. wanie suggest ou, kami on je.

apai telanggar bumper blakang dgn dinding bila buat reverse parking. comel je scratch. tambah talam nti ye apai, hehe.. wanie ajak bowling. so beraraklah kami berlima naik ke tingkat atas skali, book two bowling lanes, shoes and socks. apai and wanie scored paling cantik. clap2. citjeng tercabar. din tawakkal. hehe (tiba2 igt memori reunion dgn bdk2 mrsm. seronok)

apai blm makan lagi. katanya nak makan mknn yang boleh share dgn sume org. wanie suggest pizza. maka berpusing2lah kami mcari pizza hut. ada vincci, ehh... oke2, apai lapar apai lapar. hahaha. we found pizza milano. best! mushroom soup dia sedap. pizza dia pun sedap. spaghetti pun sedap. thnx apai and wanie sbb blanja! segan saya.

kami patah balik vincci. bought cute sandals. pdi tade blouse cantik. wanie and apai bought shirts kat brands outlet. citjeng da talarat.

wanie and apai sent us back at klsentral at almost 6pm... was soo late for curfew. i said short goodbye to din n citjeng. waited for train. just to make things worse, train got complications and we needed to wait for 7.15 train. darn. maka bersimpuh lah sy sambil menunggu. called bapak abt the delay. he asked me to take good care of myself. playing playlist over and over sbb tadapat signal radio kat underground. layan si din yg berterusan texting. bleh tahan gak mamat neh byk ckp.

train arrived, and the girl's gerabak was the paling bising one. 'da penuh neh, kua laa' 'eh anak aku wehh' 'ish takmalu ke bdk laki masuk kat sini' masing2 muka ketat. sy yg taksempat merasa air-cond train ni tadapat masuk sbb full. announcer kata in 10mins ada the next one. tape kte lyn je...

got on the next train. taktipu mcm tin sardin. takperlu pegang rail sbb mmg takkan terumbang kalo train ke kiri ke kanan. padat dan mampat. i made sure i zipped my bag, handphone slash walkman in my hand and vincci bag in another. gasping for air? pandang atas and take a deeeep breath. sesak gak ar..

landed on permanent ground at 9pm. took a cab and reached home at 9.20. family waited for me to dine together. hehe, segan sude. nak amik ati: dropped all bags and terus makan. happily telling them abt my day: shaza, from one place to another, bowling, sandals and all. bapak kasi letter arrived that evening. my transcript. cantik dia buat. tp grades tak secantik rupa paper. haha. but alhamdulillah. its what i had done for 4 yrs. looking back, rasa sebak. sebak sbb da abis smester. tade dah gi class next sem...

this is my first time in 23 yrs that i arranged for such meeting and i like what i see. thanx guys! i got to meet almost all of my wanted ppl and i really hope for a next one. lots of pics this time.

and i keep wondering what kind of girl i would be if i x jumpa u guys during my study yrs.

but a very bad thing, wondering that is. i learnt this during my courting with him.

so i appreciate what i hv. myself and all of you. you are a part of me.

-.- bunyi mcm jiwang.

and tahniah citjeng sbb bjaya go thru public transport. pencapaian sungguh.

post ni mbebel mcm makcik2.