.. and i go back to december all the time.

it has been 2 years almost.
2 years.
feels like yesterday.

i cant walk. why?

in a new place with new companions #2

byk sy belaja dari nadia. dia selalu berkata ttg kehidupan. dan sy berterima kasih pada Allah kerana 'memberi' nadia dan ruqayyah dalam hidup sy.

smoga Allah panjangkan umur mak nadia. dan smoga perjalanan masters lancar buat ruqayyah :) sy berharap utk ketemu kalian lagi

#3

But look at you tonight. So beautiful under these neon lights. Yeah.

Who needs lovers lane?

Right up on this rooftop, let's make love in the summer rain.

:)

Summer Rain, Matthew Morrison.

i am.

:: i am sorry when my mood swings affect(ed) urs and ur day.

:: when i say things that shouldn't be heard.

:: when i misjudge(d) u when u are much better than what i see.

:: when i betray(ed) my own words when i gave u them.

:: when i sound(ed) angry and cold.

:: when i push(ed) u away when u need(ed) me.

:: when i take things/people for granted.

:: when u feel ignored.

i am sorry.

i am changing towards a better me.

insyaAllah.

video is taken from YouTube

credits to kak zura for sharing it in her FB page

psst.

i'm glad to know that i'm not the only one who feels it :)

first time

semalam hari bersejarah.

amat bersejarah.

untuk pertama kalinya, sy jadi imam semalam.

imam.

imam untuk wittir tiga rakaat.

niat immaman instead of makmuman.

itupun tiga kali angkat takbir sbb tiga kali salah niat.

first time sebut AllahuAkbar aloud in every movement.

first time saya bacakan doa untuk orang aminkan.

saya dapat bimbingan dari nadia dan ruqayyah.





terfikir pula mcm mana sang pengantin lafaz nikah depan kadi.

tu baru depan kadi. belum imam pada sang isteri lagi.

bacakan doa untuk anak2 aminkan.



tade kaitan eh?





sbnya tgh mood Nur Kasih skg. da sparuh jalan tgk :)

jatuh hati pada Adam Hassan. haha. hensem plak Remy Ishak ni.

:)

it was a beautiful surprise to see u at The Westin Hotel.

i don't know what is stopping me from reaching you... but i miss you so much

photo is taken from rumet's FB page

sy rindu having awak in the same room.

sy slalu ada bnda nk cerita kat awak.

bila rindu, sy main Dream Day Wedding game.

dulu sy amik dari awak sbb awak slalu main.

bila rindu layan oldies dgn awak, sy pasang LiteFM kat radio sy.

sy tahan sedu bila hantar awak ke stesen bas shalam.

awak suruh sy balik cepat sbb awak da nk nangis.

ya, bila smpai rumah sy nangis.

itu kali terakhir sy tgk awak :)

dan sy bersyukur sy harungi Part 8 dgn awak sbg rumet.

hello trah. apa khabar awak kat johor?

#2

i've been keeping up with what u want and what u always feel.

i'm tired now.





so from now on,

i'm doing things my way.

i may not feel comfortable with ur mimics or ur sighs, but they don't matter.

what i do know is u won't be as comfortable.





a win-win situation.

yea

why would she~

loveli myvi #2

"unless u dapat permanent job, say bye2 la kat myvi"

bapak's words still rang in my head.

bapak serious nk blanja downpayment viva.

but i nvr liked viva~

but if u are talking abt the monthly payment, mmg viva lg besh.

tp myvi buat sy bedebar di hati dan jatuh cinta.

must. get. permanent. job.

must!!

sbnya sedang blaja mencintai viva..

but i still must get permanent job! must!!!

ingatkan cite biasa jee

:'(

t a n a k t e n g o k t h e h a p p e n i n g l a g i h u u u

t a k b o l e h t i d o m a l a m

in a new place with new companions

nadia n ruqayyah slalu argue.

argue nk balik rumah ke x.

argue nk pilih mana lagi baik.

argue nak makan mana.

masa makan pun argue.

spe lg childish pun nk argue!

mcm budak kecik 3 tahun yg baru nk kenal dunia dan cari pasal dgn bestie dia.

yep.

sy rasa mereka comel.

bila diorg argue, i actually get to see the 'human' side of ruqayyah :)

cubit peha harry, peha voldermort terasa.

take care.

it will take time, so bertahan yeh.

#1

susah nak respond to ppl who always feel they are right.