thank you ibu~

in the middle of nowhere,
a text from my mother.

"At this stage
nothing is more important
than fair skin and friendly smile all the time to a man;
sexy dress has no value to a sincere man.
Dad says we (girls) go through this stage
only once in our life."

huh?

"fair skin pun important?
itu kan physically attracted.."

"Sounds unfair but that's universal liking.
Yes, physical attraction.
But they have their right to choose one
that's good to their eyes.
Then the friendly smile comes in
to feel good at their heart."

"Niat kerana Allah, then you will get 2 in 1;
dunia and akhirat.
Nite."

My mummy.

(^_^)

baru ku tau skrg.

yess!
ku mau tawan hati dia!

small things remind me of him, still~

A new man has given me attention
It ain't the same as your affection
Though I know I should be content
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does he kiss me on the forehead
Before we play
Show up on my doorstep
with a bouquet
Does he call me in the middle of the day
Just to say hey baby I love you
Like you used to

Walk Away~
Paula Deanda

i know.
i should be moving on.

that's not my name...

Tagged again. This time around, it is from Haziq.

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

Since Haziq has used 'H', I think I'll take the letter 'A'.

1. What is your name : aisyah

2. A four Letter Word : away

3. A boy's Name : asyraff (no, I x kenal dia)

4. A girl's Name : asyura (and no, I x kenal dia jgk)

5. An occupation : astronaut

6. A colour : azure (it's a type of blue; bright blue)

7. Something you'll wear : accessories

9. A food : apricot

10. Something found in the bathroom: abandoned baby, maybe~ (mintak dijauhkan)

11. A place : argentine

12. A reason for being late: asleep ^_^"

13. Something you'd shout : aaaahhhhhhh!!!!!

14. A movie title :aristocats

15. Something you drink : apple juice (no, saya tidak berpaling pada air tembikai..)

16. A musical group : all american rejects

17. An animal : ant

18. A street name : abbey road, london

19. A type of car : accord

20. The title of a song : always be my baby

*speech-less*

i could not find
any reason for us not to speak to each other


nor to actually say anything...




it's just that

i just couldn't find any subject for us to chat like we always used to do..







i hate the silence between us


i'm not comfortable with it~

random 25.. (most are, some aren't)

found this tag in my Facebook, from fiqah. Can i just type it here?


Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with
25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.


So, fiqah, here it goes..

.: deeply in love with matahari again

.: i love anything that is white in colour. though red is my fav

.: still, men in red catches my eyes. yup

.: sebenarnya, ku tak tau nak tulis ape~ (still wondering why am i di-tag..)

.: hm, i always have difficulties in saying the right word; ended up babbling the wrong things and sumtimes hurt my friends (i'm sorry~)

.: ku x suka dengar lagu 'single ladies'. from beyonce. or from anyone else

.: i get too tired of being too nice to other people. sumtimes..

.: i have great friends around me (yup, if u'r reading this, u know u'r one of them)

.: i know i love them so much

.: ku cukup x suka lintah. or cacing. or magots. or anything similar to them

.: dream? i want a home by the beach

.: romance on a cruise. bahagianya~

.: i love rings and bracelets

.: i've always reluctened to celebrate ibu and bapak's birthday

.: adik2 can be annoying at most times. me love them angels still

.: kadang-kadang nak kasi adik2 kawin dulu, then baru nak settle down diri sendiri (... kadang-kadang~)

.: a question: how can i fall in love again? and be loved again?

.: jom gi camping lagi (ada matahari, lagi baik~)

.: after going to the extreme park, i witnessed that skaters are hot and i just love them

.: ku mahu dikenali dan dipanggil 'cikgu siti' di sekolah, boleh x?

.: ku suka jalan-jalan and sight seeing

.: i think that being a mother is a wonderful experience

.: tall men are sexy

.: kerinting-spring haired men are sexy

.: matahari~ *sigh..

her perception~

During the holidays, I cleaned up my room yang gila bersepah. Or should I say I cleaned up my sister's room (since I'm now staying in Shah Alam, I was considered 'tumpang' in her room). As I was cleaning, I found a book; it had a nice cover so I couldn't resist myself from opening it. It had various names of students which were jotted down as being noisy, who had their nails long, etc. Oh, I thought. Ni buku pengawas Ara la ni. Then, I saw this page at one of the last pages of the book..

siap ada smiley face lagi??

ARA !!!

I hambat dia keliling rumah.

&%$#^&*

i hit THAT light

saya x sengaja langgar lampu merah tu
betul~



pakcik polis.. saya mintakk maaafffff

kpd driver-driver yang berkaitan,
jangan marah saya pls



*isk isk*
betul x nak buat lagi~

to nashrah~

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say, nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

What ever is meant to be
Will work out perfectly

~Keep Holding On
~Avril Lavign

pleading..

"dun avoid me
i dun like"

3 days and 2 nights~

things at camp:
:: love at first sight: environment yang bersih dan cantik
:: kena torture and simbah air sejuk, literally sejukk
:: baling telur kat yana
:: kena baling pulak dengan faci
:: jungle tracking + mandi air terjun (gile sejuk dan cantik)
:: berendam dan meredah in chest-high lumpur yang gile selut
:: night tracking alone
:: flying fox
:: shaza found her eye candy ",
:: i found a fahmey-look-alike, sheeesh. shaza and yana seemed to notice that too
:: discovery: a pair of terompah can be made of only sellotape, newspaper and box. specialty: having a telur inside, each. tricky: when pakai or baling the terompah, telur must not burst out
(camne nak buat tu..??)
:: was given a project due this friday, dem that haha.

shout out:


Rebutia

Camp

sangat

best

:)

*kaki da sengal2...

okay

kasut da basuh
baju da siap

seluar sukan da beli
kain batik da masuk
tuala n toiletries..

lagi?

oh
also,
panties da pack banyak2,
atas reminder cik fiqa

so,

good.

i'm prepared.


guys,
are u ready?


let's camp!

*er, let's not forget our classes in the morning, shall we?*

pig heads

relationship xkan ada yang perfect.
yup, it's a fact.


yet,
we still seek for one.

we still seek for one. kn?


dalam pada situasi yang happy,
flaws akan di-detect
mistakes di-highlight
weakness akan dibesarkan
simple jeling akan di salah erti.


bila da gap,
'Hi' pun da x kuasa
senyuman menambah meluat
tengok muka pun nak muntah
rasa nak sepak sangat-sangat.



bila fikir-fikir,
rasionalnya,
kita yang bodoh.
kita x sedar
yang kita da senaraikan apa yang kita x suka
tentang diri kita sebenarnya.

*sigh*

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++


Ya Allah, lembutkanlah hati saya. Hati kawan-kawan saya. Tenangkanlah apa yang berkocak.

tahniah, dear friend~

The one next to me wearing a blue veil over her white tudung has blissfully engaged to her man, Hisham whom we call Abg Ise last month.

Yup, the theme was blue; from her veil to her dress to her hantaran. And we, her former housemates were her dayangs (",) She had her make-up put on by kak Wani; the one standing behind her. Kak Ina was supposed to be her pengapit; obviously she's the one in white (erm, time tunang ada pengapit eh?) but it seemed that all of us were her pengapit... hehe.

Kak Achot. Tahniah. Darah tengah manis tu, remember that. Haha..
Moga diberkati hubungan yang ada. Natang tanduk dua tu ade, hati-hati selalu. Taknak gado-gado, kurangkan selisih faham. Moga tiada halangan untuk perkahwinan nanti. Jemput Aja ya.

*mcm la kite da kawin
hehe~

Ha, bila lagi kak Wani?