Sunday, December 30

pre #2


"Kakak nanti bawak balik package; 
Master dengan abg ipar." 

habaq Sofia pada maklong.

"Uihh. Pegi sorang, balik berdua." 




Aminn to good learning and great success. 

Aminn to a responsible abg ipar for adik2.
Responsible and cool suami for me :)





Friday, December 14

pertama kali

MYOB

Buat pertama kalinya

Tak pernah sehebat ini perasaannya.

Rasa semangat "Yes, I can do this. No problem."

Buat pertama kalinya

Rasa pegi mampos kaw. 

lantak kaw. 

Biadap sungguh. Bongok.

Buat pertama kalinya

Rasa jiwa yang kosong.

Tak patut rasanya

Tapi rasa jiwa yang tenang.

Rasa mcm boleh yakin dgn perasaan ini kali ini.

No, saya takesah

Buat pertama kalinya.

Tuesday, November 27

sungguh tak cerdik

kau still bercakap dgn dia.

kau still attend kat dia.

dah tau kau senang cair dgn dia

kau still hurt diri sendiri.

kau dah x cerdik, hajar.

dah hari ke-2

masih terasa kan.

padan muka.

Monday, November 26

Big Sean says ...

I don't know if this makes sense, but you're my hallelujah.

Give me a time and place, and I'll rendezvous, and I'll fly you to it, 

I'll beat ya there. 

Girl you know I got you 

Us, trust... A couple of things I can't spell without you. 

Now we are on top of the world, 'cause that's just how we do. 

Used to tell me sky's the limit, now the sky's is our point of view. 

Man now we stepping out like wow (Oh God). 

Camera's pointed shoot, 

Ask me what's my best side, I stand back and point at you. 

You, you the one that I argue with, I feel like I need a new girl to be bothered, 

But the grass ain't always greener on the other side, 

It's green where you water it. 

So I know we got issues baby, true true true 

But I'd rather work on this with you 

Than to go ahead and start with someone new, 

As long as you love me. 

Monday, November 19

i had fun :) 
 

 

Thursday, November 15

maternal instinct.

he has this wall in him, or maybe built it.
blocking his feelings towards others.
something u did dulu must have hurt him a lot.

u love him. he needs help and u'll always be there for him. it is love.
facebook sume. it's easy to forgive his anger all the time becuz u love him.
but it takes just one very small mistake from u to make him
spark back everything u did to him in the past.
he has not forgiven u, can u see that. that's why the wall is there. 
he doesn't want to deal with feelings anymore towards others or even u.
ur love x berbalas here. 

i held back my tears. ibu usap my dahi. i already know all that. 
the time when he cried on the phone flashed in my head when we almost broke up. 

stop this, aisya. stop whatever u have for him.
i cannot blame him for leading u on.
u are now in this dream that he might come back.
dia dah tentu if the feeling is there.
but it has been long. so stop this.

take a break away from him. cemana dia nak forgive if u always appear.
he still sees u dgn marah yg belum cool off. so take a break.
and i don't mean not seeing him ke apa.
get away. stop whatever u have now with him. make space.
come back when u are ready and steady. Allah akan lead u back to him,
and him to u. He wants u to be happy. but trust me dah takde apa2 da ni.
so stop ur feeling. mungkin ur real jodoh Allah delay because of this.
pray that u get surrounded by new acquaintance, who will become ur friend
and later on ur lover. so stop.

Wednesday, November 7





















u know, i got 17th to myself and u. 
now it's ur turn. i want the best. 

Tuesday, November 6

pre #1


nti kalau akak rindu ara cane? 





Tuesday, October 30

batch ke4 (III)


i was in love with this girl from the very first day.
in love by the way she introduced her friend.
cool, i smiled to myself. a creative one in my class.
in all of my 4 classes, come to think of it.
her friend introduced her as Bean.
haa, bean??
"u know, like Mr Bean."
ah well :)

in mid semester, i was heart-brokened when she announced her topic
in a speaking lesson. "i want to talk about my girlfriend".
i'm sorry, who?
looking straight into my eyes, she repeated "my girlfriend". it jabbed my heart.
the intonation was sharp. tinggi jugak ego dia. i smiled sampai dia tertunduk.
but listening to her beautiful speech, i knew there's a little spark in her heart.
she's in love, and that's just it.

i had her in my twitter list at the end of semester.
boy, her tweets would be up to 30+ a day,
most of them would be about her sayang. about her sayang.
this subahat feeling kept haunting me for weeks, cuz the only thing i said
to her at the end of the jamuan kelas was "berubah ya Bean" in her right ear.
so i would always tutup sebelah mata and skip her tweets whenever i see her.
u see, the only thing that stopped me from reaching the cursor to the unfollow
button was to see how can this lovely girl change. remember that little spark?
yea, that.

one evening, i retweeted a post from her, not knowing what her whole story was.
a tweet that it alone seemed like a very useful advice even for myself.
she actually responded to my tweet; clueless, she said.
little did i know the actual situation that i had put myself into was rather tough.
but i love her, this fragile student. all she needed was light;
i don't know if i am one.
so there i was, diving into sea of sharks.


untuk awk Bean, after all pun jadi la.




hari-hari sy doakan moga Allah cerahkan hati awk.
moga ada boy yang buat awk jatuh hati, 
mcm sy jatuh hati suatu ketika dulu. 
indah, awk. lebih indah. 
moga hati sy juga Allah cerahkan.

oh God, did i just call her love? haha. go dai hajar.

Thursday, October 18

hari gelabah.




it's not everyday you get le blue tag.




Monday, October 8

the doctor and the accountant


it's normal for sofia, ara and i to talk about boys to ibu. 

ibu is not ... erm ... stern, compared to bapak. 

in fact, hehe, she has insightful views about boys. 

bapak,

well,

you know, being the eldest, i used to sweat my hands off just thinking

how to "bapak, akak ada boyfriend" to bapak.

i didn't even dare to think how his reaction would be like ;(

let alone to think how he would awkwardly start a light conversation with him. 

but now, bapak has started to insert Kery in his life.

sofia would always refer Kery as 'kawan adik kat india tu'.

in fact, bapak had Kery in his jokes in attempt to tease sofia.

and knowing sofia, the tease never works. haha. oh well ..

it's a good start, i think. 




Kery is now doing medic in india. 
good luck brother :)

Friday, September 28

batch ke4 (II)


"... and even if there is a single day that you are not present in 
my class after Raya break, I will make sure that I bar you from 
taking your final exam. Ini janji saya pada diri saya sendiri, and 
you need to promise to yourself that you come to every class."



oh my. i was never more firm than i was that day. i really put a stress on 'will'.

my voice was trembling, my hands were shaking. but i just had to do it.

i laid out sheets of monthly attendance paper; the class rep was absent four times in just August itself.

nonetheless, i truly had fun with all of my classes. 4, this semester.

masscommers, senior and junior bankers, accountants. each of them were amazing.

and at the end of the semester, i received this response from his classmate.


*\(^.^)/* and as much as i am proud of myself, i am even more proud of him,
because he can still smile and laugh, and never missed any of my class
(i mean, any) after that break.


i can't wait for Master.

Thursday, September 20

first.


taken from LeLove 





Tuesday, September 4

double dates




funnay, i never see them as double dates.





Monday, August 27

12 days

4 days of fasting, 8 days of aidilfitri.

alor gajah, kuantan, kelantan, penang, ipoh, gombak, keramat, seremban.

many things happened along the way.

m a n y things happened around me.

:: got news that cousin broke his collar bone in accident 2 days before raya.

:: relative passed out after tasbih prayer due to inconsistent heart rate.

:: uncle cut his finger with freshly sharpened knife when breaking huge chunks of ice-cubes for iftar. he bled badly.

:: thrilled that cousins adored and loveed the hand-made duit raya sampuls.

:: baju kurung for wanie's ijabkabul was similar to shaza's, even up to the tudung. iOkay.

:: excited to visit late granma. broke down when i touched her tombstone. i dont understand my feeling.  

:: i had my first henna done by 10-year experienced akak. x ingat nama.

:: besties were in accident a day before gf's ijabkabul. car turned sideways and upside down. wasn't dreaming, unfortunately.

::  miraculously survived raya with just a pair of kurung. fabulous one.

:: TAK NANGIS masa wedding wanie. ape barang nangis. oke tipu. 

:: started and ended the tiring journey with a nite in hotel. heavenly had heated shower after 8 months of shivering in cold one.

:: seeing the matured side of him after 4 hrs of waiting and talking. dear God, i'm in love lebih banyak banyak. 

Monday, August 6

















around this month a year ago we met by fate.
you were with your students and i had my folks.
you are truly blessed with a lovely birthdate
and with tremendously uncountable success.
happy birthday.
may many more will come.
aminn.

Monday, July 30

#18




termasuklah ini. 


Thursday, July 19

2013
















i will go thru my master year.
bais will go thru his last degree years.
grad together, jom?

Wednesday, July 11

dedication #8

to childhood friend whose birthdate slipped off my little head. 

(pic was taken from here)


despite the forgetful me, 
i hope you had a happy birthday last two days. 
may all your previous wishes come true. 
may Allah ease and bless your path towards success. 
i still dont like the way you talked to me. 
serves you, sy kasi hadiah pink. 
i guess ppl do change after years pass by. 
happy birthday, still. 

Wednesday, July 4

loveli myvi #4




you made bumblebee look amazing.

cheeky bastard.





batch ke4


Dear first love, 

Sorry that you were a subject in my lesson plan yesterday. 

But no, it was not planned. 

You see, our story was truly epic; 

They agreed. 



miss, how about second love? third love? 

and i could just ... smile. 

absolutely.

(from 9gag)

Monday, June 25

Will I? Can I?

how long will i be a PTFT?

how long will my payslip be 1800 1602?

was turning down Penang's interview good for me?

wonder how it was that day. i hope they pass.

can i nail UIA's tests and interview? 

can i even be a UIA lecturer?

after getting a place and passing the IELTS, should Aussie be just a dream?

what about UniMAP? is there a place for me there?


ya Allah, i am really not complaining about things i already have.
i am very much contented with where i am now, in fact.
i'm doing fine here.
melaka, 011, 120, 260, 311, helpful colleagues, students, students, students.
but You see, pleasing ppl is too tiring.
one after another. months after months.
for once, i just wish they could let me just do what i want.
just this time. this. time.
alhamdulillah, i've always been the obedient type. they both see that too.
but things don't really work that way. i know. i know they know better.
and You have always given me the best. i hope i am stronger. 
You know, i wish i could see what You have in store for me. 
pls help me ease my journey to a brighter secured future.


oke, brighter seems right too. 


a brighter, more contented and more secured future. aminn. 

Friday, June 15

#17

i said to ibu,
if i were to marry him,
i would go there.
temporary or not. 

no, i'm not corny.

Monday, June 11

#16




nak.






Wednesday, June 6

"That, I can do." I replied.

 ibu da start da... 



no pain, no gain. so they say.

ibu kata
setiap perkara, Allah dah plan.
setiap perkara, Allah letak hikmah.
setiap perkara, baik untuk kita.

hati masih mau.
tapi kata fiqa,
kalau hatinya jua mau,
dua hati pasti ketemu.

hebat kan. she always knows what to say.
ape khabar agaknya dia di skola baru.
tibatiba.


kun faya kun, kataNya.

sape suruh bukak post 2009. 
konon nak bertabah. 
lagi sedih adela.
padan muka hajar. 

Saturday, June 2




















adha kuat! adha kuat!

Wednesday, May 30

that feeling.















when i can turn to partner
and smile "ini suami saya".

that time will come. insyaAllah. aminn.

Saturday, May 19

some things remain

Right Here Waiting - Richard Marx (live 2006)


i was reminiscing the times 
my family and i had in New Castle. 
my dad had the song played over and over and over again, 
when we were wandering around London in the sweet red ride he rented. 
this song was first released way back in 1989, 
but give this vid a go. 
seems like he still has that voice, 
that one voice i once fell in love with when i was 6. 
video was via Cik Pinkora's  

Friday, May 18



















"aisya, baju kita serupa la! kita da boleh bersanding." 

Tuesday, May 15

a post that was never here.

i meant to write a post

about rumet and how i missed her so very much badly.

about rumet and how i missed listening to her fav oldie songs from her laptop.

about rumet and how i missed watching her play comp games when she's putting aside AE.

about rumet and how i missed the romantic movies we watched together.

about rumet and how i missed the endless outgoings around shalam.

little did i know

she misses me just as bad.

she prayed so that we could meet.

how do i know all of that? 

we met yesterday.

after a year since we left the rent house. 

no. it was never planned. or expected.

Allah knew better.

i never knew komuter is her thang now. haha.

yes, we met at Midvalley komuter station

just after i bid sad farewell to shaza and haziq.

we started talking, driving around seremban and paroi jaya.

so no. now i don't have to write a post

about how much i miss her.

oh.

that's just too ironic. 

hakikatnya, sy kangan. 



shaza and haziq, they are in the hall now, waiting anxiously for their turn of becoming TESL graduates. after 5 years and half of journey, congrats loves! and welcome to the working world.

i could hv been there. sobs. sorry ;(

Monday, May 7




http://denakamarulbahrin.blogspot.com/2012_05_01_archive.html

i don't know the writer.

a friend's friend, i should say.

but i am very very proud of her. million congrats.





whenever i'm at cross-roads,
i will read this. chayok hajar.













tiba2 terdengar din panggil sayang.
tiba2.
aish.
dy pun x sengaja kot.

Friday, May 4

readers, don't mind me rambling :)

not just any ramble.

me being me. 

a heart-felt one.

a gratitude.

yes, only Allah knows how thankful i am these past few days.

i can't even share it with ibu. nor with girlfriends.

at least not verbally or face-to-face.

these things don't really come easy. 

so i let it out here. 

2010 was the roughest year i had to go thru.

i don't even know if girlfriends could see it. 

i was head over heels for him, pretty obvious that year before.

he was all i see.

having that lost, i lost myself as well.

i missed him smiling to me.

i missed talking to him.

i missed going out with him.

i missed seeing him laughing and be happy.

u see, i missed everything related to him.

everything. 

i was too afraid to look at him,

to look at his hatred towards me.

to look at his anger.

his silence killed me. day by day.

being so close, yet so far. 

i prayed everyday that things could run smooth,

and that i was strong enough to face the days. to face him. 

things have changed now.

the better change. 

i don't know if i still fall for him.

but i do like what i have now. 

where i am now.

far, yet close. 


tanak far. bole x?
whyy am i rambling in the morning? haiyaa

Thursday, May 3

I'm in here, a prisoner of history. Can anybody help?


title was referring to the song

Sunday, April 29




thanx for the inspiration, adha.
tahniah! that is for you.
beg putih extra itu? semata2 untuk isi kasut. bangga kan.

Thursday, April 19

ask me, and you'll know the answer.

Wednesday, April 18















muahmuah awak tu
mungkin kerana mengantuk.
ye, saya pasti.

Monday, April 16

"maybe God has a better plan for me than I had for myself"

safwan menjejakkan kaki ke rumah

wasn't the initial idea.

last night,

he planned.

i planned.

individually.

akhirnya?

misunderstood.

masing2 hajat tak kesampaian.

kereta masuk bengkel.

lunch terlepas.

cerita adha terlajak.

kelam kabut

dah tak reti nak eja l e p a k.

i even couldn't imagine if you were to sleep in the house.

but Allah sent you for us

me ara and ibu

when the unexpected happened.

for the unexpected.

like how God sent Carter because Jamie was sick.

i thanked Allah every second.

i thank you. we all do.
post title was referring to the movie
A Walk To Remember.
















that time
when you have 4 bunnies
just like you wanted.
when aquarium has its owners
since the last time i came.
we shared and we talked.
i like it. you hv no idea.

Sunday, April 15

"aisya suka yang committed"

layan girlfriend tak susah.

untung dua2 kaki shopping.

layan saje bebel dia.

control shopping spree dia.

hehe. ape sangat merajuk dia.

pujuk je.

kan nak jadi suami bes :)

nanti imamkan solat kerap.

marah dan nasihat manis2.

committed dengan kerja itu semestinya.

committed dengan family pula

dimulakan dengan girlfriend itu.

Tuesday, April 10



















saya menaip,
bersama kertas dan buku
akuarium kecil yang sepi
beg dan kot digantung
nota kecil temu janji
tertampal di bilik.
saya guna laptop awak.

Tuesday, April 3

a brave one, indeed.


since that day, 
my dark nights have never been the same.
i dont know if it is plainly from you, or a courage within from Allah.
i know it's not a coincidence. 
thank you.

you know, 
there was one time, right next to my ears,
slow knocks on my window were heard.
eyes were shut tightly, holding on to blanket and bantal peluk.
i nearly wanted to call you.
i was scared, i didnt know what to say to you.
so i didnt. im glad i didnt.
i would have made a fool of myself.
i dreamt about you. sheit. 

Saturday, March 31

a late evening with childhood bestie.

he shopped.

i ate.

we talked.

we talked.

he talked. 

we returned.

two hours.

je. 

honestly?

awkward for me. 
you know, i always imagined 

you have been stalking me. 

other people do.

good thing it didn't seem that way.

yes, i think that's why it was fun just now.

the more reason for me 

to keep in touch with you.

wan, together forever!

Friday, March 30


















trimas.
dan sy akn tunggu ketibaan awk kat aussie nti.
dan sy jua doakan yg terbaik untuk awk, kerja dan master.

don't give up on me just yet.


Ass Back Home - Gym Class Heroes ft Neon Hitch. 

We both knew this type of life didn’t come with instructions.
So I’m trying to do my best to make something out of nothing.
And sometimes it gets downright shitty in fact.
When you call and I don’t know what city I’m in at.
Or what day of the week in the middle of the month.
In a year I don’t recall.
It’s like my life’s on repeat and the last time we spoke.
I told you I wouldn’t be long,
That was last November, now December’s almost gone.
I’d apologize but I don’t realize what I’m doing wrong.

// I don’t know where you’re going
// Or when you’re coming home.
// I left the keys under the mat to our front door,
// For one more chance to hold you close.
// I don’t know where you’re going
// Just get your ass back home.

And you’ve been nothing but amazing.
And I never take that for granted.
Half of these birds would have flew the coop.
But you, you truly understand it.
And the fact you stood beside me,
Every time you heard some bogusness,
You deserve a standing o ‘cause they’d a just been over it.
Let em talk, let em talk, let em talk, let em talk.
Like we don’t hear what they saying.
Let em walk, let em walk, let em walk, let em walk.
We’ll just drive by and keep waving.
Cause you and I above all that,
Just let them wallow in it.
Now they all choked up, yuck.
Cause they be swallowing it.

No one hold me down like you do sweetheart.
You keep doing that, I keep doing this.
We’ll be alright in the end.
Trust that.
We put the us in trust, baby.
Let’s go.

// I don’t care what you’re after.
// As long as I’m the one, no.
// I don’t care why you’re leaving.
// You’ll miss me when you’re gone.

// I don’t know where you’re going.
// Or when you’re coming home.
// I left the keys under the mat to our front door,
// For one more chance to hold you close.
// I don’t know where you’re going.
// Just get your ass back home.
#trustismybiggestproblem

Wednesday, March 28

the whole time.


i was hoping 
to bump into you 
when i was there.
that was why 
i could not manage myself 
to go to tasik; 
i was hoping to go there 
with you.
if i knew you 
were there,
i would hv let you 
know that i was there too.
little did i know,
as i was looking 
at one place to another,
wishing you were with me,
you were actually there
the whole time.

i think
the feeling is the same
when i could not meet you
at queensbay
because of celcom.
this is me rambling.
'tapela' was refering to
me kecik ati tadapat jumpa you.
i miss you.
i miss us, good and bad.
i think i still love you.
;(

Sunday, March 25

to-be bros in law




one photographer, one guitarist. 

coolio. 







Friday, March 23

"You hate the doer, not the action."














Fynn Jamal, 2012.

#TheVow



“How do you look at the girl you love and tell yourself it’s time to walk away?”








Monday, March 19

something from 2009. something from now.






ala Hajar. lama2 kang, da tak larat da nak main mesej nanti.







haha. i know :) 
masanya belum sampai. kan indah bermesej.

Sunday, March 18

#15















thank you for spending the weekend nights chatting with me :)
sleeping wasn't scary anymore. i even had the lights out.

Saturday, March 10

talk.












there there. that wasn't so bad, was it?

so practice. 

awak kena jaga hati saya.

sbb saya selalu jaga kata-kata saya.




i've always preferred your smile.

you're sideway smile.

so it hurts to know you are hurt.

it has been eating me up,

but i said to myself that i would stay.

i don't intend to leave.

have you really given up on me?





Monday, February 27

mungkin ber-tuah kali ini.


setelah cinta greenie767 beralih arah,

cinta persona terhenti di tengah jalan, 

cinta myvi tidak diperkenan duli-duli yang maha mulia,

ibu memberi utusan gembira

ada cinta menanti di bulan mac.

hati berbunga riang. 

Friday, February 24

it should be a usual scene.


esp in airports. LCCT that day.


a young lady was seen in a man's arms sobbing.

smiling, he held her. kissing her hair. hushing her.

her cries did not seem to stop. she kept hugging.

nah, i dont know them. but i continued watching them.

maybe cuz the man has kerinting2 hair.


kawan bais. pun kerinting.

oh whyyy

his gf accompanied him. his two friends too.

he waved goodbye and walked to the main gate.

just before he crossed that line, he stopped and turned around 180

and walked few steps to the three ppl.

he paused and took out his phone

and captured a picture of them looking at him.

he smiled.

Monday, February 20

believe




yana posted this on her FB wall
i dont wake up in regrets
but tq. this is good for me

Thursday, February 16


yezza, pic was from 9gag

either ibu buang, or kasi kat org

yezza, me miss this :)

Thursday, February 9

#13


"percaya padaku.
"ku kan menjaga mu
hingga akhir waktu menjemputku."




New Year's Eve in e@Curve

Tuesday, February 7

to the beautiful ones.




Wahai wanita, semakin engkau menjaga dirimu, menutup rapi auratmu, sopan gerak geri dan tutur katamu, semakin tinggi nilai engkau pada seorang lelaki.
HighSchoolFriend Shahrin Senari, 2012






Tuesday, January 31

me and my hair, we got no issues.



picture was taken from here.

nk print gambar ni dan kasi kt salon.

jom, ara ;)



Monday, January 30

#12















Dua Insan in his phone.
his current phone.
and i actually smiled.

gentleman ...no?








in many unexpected occurences, u are a sweetheart.

i should know :)









Monday, January 23

one stepping-stone at a time


cooked for the family (again).

alhamdulillah.

and insyaAllah, im getting there.
lauk licin :)


















no wonder sy x dgr dari awk
awk sgt dedikasi :)
dan awk buat sy makin bsemangat

Friday, January 20

a big slap for ...forever.

read this in fb. 
tercengang at every word ;(



tercengang pun, i ignored this simply upon reading.

not me. im not THAT complicated. im pretty simple. 

just ...simple.

not until aini tegur me the very next day,

when she saw me gloomy and all.

she suggested good ideas for me to consider, and added

'hajar cuba jangan complicate-kan benda simple.'

and it slapped me hard that day. real hard.

in a gud way, mind u.

make things simple, hajar.

pls c h a n g e .

Tuesday, January 17

reckless me















ppl come, ppl go.
let them be.
if i go,
stop me.

Friday, January 13

senyum sebelum tidur















dear Allah, it has been two years.
pls hilangkan debaran ini.

Thursday, January 12

#11




Belles de Jour, E01, S04, GG




batch ke3


"miss, can i talk to u?"


confused face, trembling voice

i was very concerned.

so i sat in a corner

next to him or her

after the class ended

after everyone had left the room. 

aini FBing, waiting for me

for me to listen and to understand 

to nod and to (almost) cry.

the third student came to me yesterday

and as i digested every word

i thanked Allah

for giving me such wonderful life for a student i once was

for me to share with them

for me to laugh with them

for them not to repeat mistakes i did.

dear Allah, as they are learning,

i am too.

thank You.



pic was taken from here

Wednesday, January 11

kids' pillow talk

cousin kak elin heard her 2 daughters', Jasmine and Jemima, conversation one nite last year:


Jemima: kakak amin.. how does a baby goes... into mommy's tummy?
Jasmine: mmm (thinking)... I know how a baby comes out but I dunno how they come in, Jamie.. let's go ask mommy.

(mommy thinking 'oh no!')



too cute to handle!

Tuesday, January 10

forgiving may be the hardest thing to do. but.


Forgive those who insult you. Belittle you or
take you for granted. But more than this...
forgive yourself for allowing them to hurt you.



Sophie's mother, January 8, 2012
her comment on Fault in LeLove



Monday, January 9

this is a conversation which took place at home during the weekend.

me: ibu, tahun ni tahun naga tau. im reliving my year (smiles)

ibu: oh, tahun naga eh skang. bagus2. ibu tahun lembu (sengih2)

me: oh (tahan ketawa) hehe, ye kee

me and adik2 started to laugh. ibu sengih2 tak abis. bapak muka nakal pandang ibu. looks like he wanted to interrupt.

ibu: hah. abang jgn cakap apa2. abang pun tahun lembu jgk! (jeling) kita sebaya.

yahhh. kena skali! haha. 

dan terus ibu kena cubit kat pinggang. hehe





ya Allah, semoga kemesraan ini 
terus berkekalan hingga ke akhirnya.

Sunday, January 8

#10


 Dunia ni ibarat penjara bagi orang Islam. Ujian tu utk org yg beriman. 
Tapi Allah bagi kemuliaan bagi kita. Hadiah kita syurga.

 Mohd Afiq Abdul Aziz, FB few mins ago hua3





tq afiq. i know im stealing that, but it really is a good reminder for me to go thru my day and days ahead too :)

Saturday, January 7

so i'll just hang around and find some things to do. take my mind off missing you.


Ever since I saw your face 

Nothing in my life has been the same. 

I walk around just saying your name 

Without you my world would end, yeah. 

I've searched around this whole damn place 

And everything says you were meant to be my girlfriend. 






Thursday, January 5

#9


ini tiba tiba

tp sy mahu dan mahu!




pic is taken from here.

taktahan taktahan

Wednesday, January 4

#8



pic is taken from here

awak bjaya buat sy ketawa banyak2

kita deting lagi oke





Tuesday, January 3


and i actually read it. 



(for me) to start the year.