Saturday, March 31

a late evening with childhood bestie.

he shopped.

i ate.

we talked.

we talked.

he talked. 

we returned.

two hours.

je. 

honestly?

awkward for me. 
you know, i always imagined 

you have been stalking me. 

other people do.

good thing it didn't seem that way.

yes, i think that's why it was fun just now.

the more reason for me 

to keep in touch with you.

wan, together forever!

Friday, March 30


















trimas.
dan sy akn tunggu ketibaan awk kat aussie nti.
dan sy jua doakan yg terbaik untuk awk, kerja dan master.

don't give up on me just yet.


Ass Back Home - Gym Class Heroes ft Neon Hitch. 

We both knew this type of life didn’t come with instructions.
So I’m trying to do my best to make something out of nothing.
And sometimes it gets downright shitty in fact.
When you call and I don’t know what city I’m in at.
Or what day of the week in the middle of the month.
In a year I don’t recall.
It’s like my life’s on repeat and the last time we spoke.
I told you I wouldn’t be long,
That was last November, now December’s almost gone.
I’d apologize but I don’t realize what I’m doing wrong.

// I don’t know where you’re going
// Or when you’re coming home.
// I left the keys under the mat to our front door,
// For one more chance to hold you close.
// I don’t know where you’re going
// Just get your ass back home.

And you’ve been nothing but amazing.
And I never take that for granted.
Half of these birds would have flew the coop.
But you, you truly understand it.
And the fact you stood beside me,
Every time you heard some bogusness,
You deserve a standing o ‘cause they’d a just been over it.
Let em talk, let em talk, let em talk, let em talk.
Like we don’t hear what they saying.
Let em walk, let em walk, let em walk, let em walk.
We’ll just drive by and keep waving.
Cause you and I above all that,
Just let them wallow in it.
Now they all choked up, yuck.
Cause they be swallowing it.

No one hold me down like you do sweetheart.
You keep doing that, I keep doing this.
We’ll be alright in the end.
Trust that.
We put the us in trust, baby.
Let’s go.

// I don’t care what you’re after.
// As long as I’m the one, no.
// I don’t care why you’re leaving.
// You’ll miss me when you’re gone.

// I don’t know where you’re going.
// Or when you’re coming home.
// I left the keys under the mat to our front door,
// For one more chance to hold you close.
// I don’t know where you’re going.
// Just get your ass back home.
#trustismybiggestproblem

Wednesday, March 28

the whole time.


i was hoping 
to bump into you 
when i was there.
that was why 
i could not manage myself 
to go to tasik; 
i was hoping to go there 
with you.
if i knew you 
were there,
i would hv let you 
know that i was there too.
little did i know,
as i was looking 
at one place to another,
wishing you were with me,
you were actually there
the whole time.

i think
the feeling is the same
when i could not meet you
at queensbay
because of celcom.
this is me rambling.
'tapela' was refering to
me kecik ati tadapat jumpa you.
i miss you.
i miss us, good and bad.
i think i still love you.
;(

Sunday, March 25

to-be bros in law




one photographer, one guitarist. 

coolio. 







Friday, March 23

"You hate the doer, not the action."














Fynn Jamal, 2012.

#TheVow



“How do you look at the girl you love and tell yourself it’s time to walk away?”








Monday, March 19

something from 2009. something from now.






ala Hajar. lama2 kang, da tak larat da nak main mesej nanti.







haha. i know :) 
masanya belum sampai. kan indah bermesej.

Sunday, March 18

#15















thank you for spending the weekend nights chatting with me :)
sleeping wasn't scary anymore. i even had the lights out.

Saturday, March 10

talk.












there there. that wasn't so bad, was it?

so practice. 

awak kena jaga hati saya.

sbb saya selalu jaga kata-kata saya.




i've always preferred your smile.

you're sideway smile.

so it hurts to know you are hurt.

it has been eating me up,

but i said to myself that i would stay.

i don't intend to leave.

have you really given up on me?