post utk Bais.

hujan emas di negeri orang.

tp kami semua di negeri ini.

pulang selalu oke :D

bercuti 5 org tak seronok.

18 Feb 2011

bais will fly.

10.45pm tonite.

:)

or maybe

:(

no crying aisya.

no crying.

no crying.

no crying.

no crying.

no crying.

no crying.

huhu :'(

bawak balik Degree tau. bukan gf matsaleh.

siap bais kalo bawak balik gf matsaleh.

ibu suruh cari gf sini tanak~

maafkan saya. saya emo tadi.

kecewa itu dari semalam. hari ini tak dapat bertahan. maka itulah yg terkeluar.

maafkan hati ini.

dan saya menarik semula post tadi.

maafkan.

bila marah, macam2 keluar :'(

reminder: hati masih tak kuat melawan bisikan2 halus.

this is so out of the blue.

i miss the ones in red.

all of them.

big time.

sume da keje skang. smbg blaja pun ada.

rindurindu

and he wore my fav PDI Authentic white shirt that day.

yep, bole imagine tak?

saye jato ati tegolekgolek kat dia.

haha.

that was then.

but then, it's true.

a good and gentle reminder.

i hope things will work out between them. i amin je.

it's not fair tau; acting nice in front of her and being stupidly different around friends.

this is not me influenced by anybody. i see that from day to day for so long. not fair, for me as her friend. tsk~

but it wouldn't be nice for me to tell her how that person really is. i dont want be batu api.

she likes that person.

so i hope that person changes his bad habits.

be really nice to her, and be nice to us.

and in some way, be nice to urself.

shame on you.

becoz what i do know, i'm relying on her guts and 'good' perception about you.

i don't want to see her frustrated or hurt.

oh seminar ~

saya nak attend Earth Hour 2011 kat KLCC.

just like in 2009. tsk!

speaking of crushes...

ibu needed air suam to drink just now after dinner.

maybe due to the cold weather, she had trouble breathing properly.

and bapak constantly reminded her to breathe in deeply and exhale slowly.

i came with a glass of water, and said to ibu..

"ibu, the only time ppl forgot to breathe is when they are staring at their crushes tau!"

ibu laughed heartedly.

"ya!!~ i missed that.."

and i smiled. comel la ibu ni :)

eh.. jap.

"ibu missed - as in rindu ke, tapenah buat??"

ibu sengih sengih...

" ~x pernah.. terlepas."

O.O hoh?

immediately i looked at bapak.

kot kot la bapak nak beta balik...

bapak senyum je~

hepppp! ade la tu tanak cite.. haha!

and my eyes were glued back at tv,

remembering my own moment of falling head over heels.