lain matlamat, lain arah. now i see :)

sy tak sebertuah awk. hehe

mental torture

bad for me to hope this

but i pray that there will be one person who puts u in a situation that i am in.

when that time really comes, u'll be looking back into ur past

u'r gonna remember what i felt exactly. 

heck, maybe u wouldnt even remember me anymore. who am i kidding?

who even cares. that bad feeling; it will haunt u for the rest of ur life.

oke. dah.

let me tell you a story i had on the bus.

i had my mind wandering off as i took out my earphone. i got sleepy eventually; about time. i closed my eyes, and the boy next to me said Hi.

oh come on!

Hi. i said.

nk pegi mana ni? he fairly asked.

em, lumut.

oh. belajar ke? uitm?

mengajar. a'a uitm.

mengajar? mengajar. oh, lecturer la ni.

yea.. i answered back fairly. and i would know he's a boy, not a guy. he really looked like SPM boy.

awk baru 19?

a'a 19. baru masuk la ni; sem 1.


and he started asking things abt me here and there; umur, sape anta kat stesen bas, subject apa ajar. ish, i said to myself. u'r demanding too muchhh info. TMI~!


apparently he just told me that he was on his way to politeknik in ipoh.


oh ye ke. i said. sy ada student kat sana rasanya. nama dia haziq. katanya amik engineering course; sy x igt engineering yg mana.

i looked at him to see if he knows or heard of the name since he's taking civil. but i got a very blurred face. takkenal la. he said.

ye ke. em, takpela. sy sempat ajar dia seminggu je. dia dapat offer engineering, dia berhenti la.

(and i think i had that haziq student of mine post posted somewhere in june 2011. refer to that)

ohh. hehe. akak igt ek nama dia~?

and i let out a small laugh. em. igt la. maunye x igt. i smiled to myself.

hehe, nama sy pun haziq.

takjadi gelak. mulut menganga. tekebil2. ehem, cover balik. oh, ye ke.. i said.

a'a haziq. hehe. cuma ada nama sikit kat depan.

sbenanya da speechless..~ ye ke. apa dia? i asked.

hehe. fahim haziq.


surrender dah. confirm.

sy nk jadi mcm awk!

 

Each action is like a brick. You choose whether to use it to build a foundation or a wall. Same goes for speaking with respect instead of sarcasm, and listening instead of dismissing, and engaging instead of eye-rolling.

Asha Dornfest, 5 Lessons Learned from 18 Years of Marriage. 

just when i tot tokpah was really enjoying Ne-Yo at 730am. dikala fqa masih memejamkan mata, igt nk turun katil n join tokpah. KLfm rupanya.

eh, boleh masuk la dgn choice of songs shaza. but i'll pass bila Rossa. taktahan..~

fqa said smtg abt wanie's attire. i cannot help but to totally tegelak sgt2. kejam sgt fqa nehh

henri is full of questions. and ppl who are full of questions are those who hv really good general knowledge abt almost everything. i dont mind listening to him if he talks :)

din didnt get to gv pressie by hand. which im sure he'll find another way. ah, din n his surprises. who knows.

n i like u in white. u gv me butterflies

still wondering who chose that Taylor Swift's. but i nvr ask ard.