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batch ke4 (III)

i was in love with this girl from the very first day.
in love by the way she introduced her friend.
cool, i smiled to myself. a creative one in my class.
in all of my 4 classes, come to think of it.
her friend introduced her as Bean.
haa, bean??
"u know, like Mr Bean."
ah well :)

in mid semester, i was heart-brokened when she announced her topic
in a speaking lesson. "i want to talk about my girlfriend".
i'm sorry, who?
looking straight into my eyes, she repeated "my girlfriend". it jabbed my heart.
the intonation was sharp. tinggi jugak ego dia. i smiled sampai dia tertunduk.
but listening to her beautiful speech, i knew there's a little spark in her heart.
she's in love, and that's just it.

i had her in my twitter list at the end of semester.
boy, her tweets would be up to 30+ a day,
most of them would be about her sayang. about her sayang.
this subahat feeling kept haunting me for weeks, cuz the only thing i said
to her at the end of the jamuan kelas was "berubah ya Bean" in her right ear.
so i would always tutup sebelah mata and skip her tweets whenever i see her.
u see, the only thing that stopped me from reaching the cursor to the unfollow
button was to see how can this lovely girl change. remember that little spark?
yea, that.

one evening, i retweeted a post from her, not knowing what her whole story was.
a tweet that it alone seemed like a very useful advice even for myself.
she actually responded to my tweet; clueless, she said.
little did i know the actual situation that i had put myself into was rather tough.
but i love her, this fragile student. all she needed was light;
i don't know if i am one.
so there i was, diving into sea of sharks.

untuk awk Bean, after all pun jadi la.

hari-hari sy doakan moga Allah cerahkan hati awk.

moga ada boy yang buat awk jatuh hati, 

mcm sy jatuh hati suatu ketika dulu. 

indah, awk. lebih indah. 

moga hati sy juga Allah cerahkan.

oh God, did i just call her love? haha. go dai hajar.

hari gelabah.

it's not everyday you get le blue tag.

the doctor and the accountant

it's normal for sofia, ara and i to talk about boys to ibu. 

ibu is not ... erm ... stern, compared to bapak. 

in fact, hehe, she has insightful views about boys. 

bapak,

well,

you know, being the eldest, i used to sweat my hands off just thinking

how to "bapak, akak ada boyfriend" to bapak.

i didn't even dare to think how his reaction would be like ;(

let alone to think how he would awkwardly start a light conversation with him. 

but now, bapak has started to insert Kery in his life.

sofia would always refer Kery as 'kawan adik kat india tu'.

in fact, bapak had Kery in his jokes in attempt to tease sofia.

and knowing sofia, the tease never works. haha. oh well ..

it's a good start, i think. 

Kery is now doing medic in india. 

good luck brother :)

batch ke4 (II)

"... and even if there is a single day that you are not present in 

my class after Raya break, I will make sure that I bar you from 
taking your final exam. Ini janji saya pada diri saya sendiri, and 
you need to promise to yourself that you come to every class."

oh my. i was never more firm than i was that day. i really put a stress on 'will'.

my voice was trembling, my hands were shaking. but i just had to do it.

i laid out sheets of monthly attendance paper; the class rep was absent four times in just August itself.

nonetheless, i truly had fun with all of my classes. 4, this semester.

masscommers, senior and junior bankers, accountants. each of them were amazing.

and at the end of the semester, i received this response from his classmate.

*\(^.^)/* and as much as i am proud of myself, i am even more proud of him,

because he can still smile and laugh, and never missed any of my class
(i mean, any) after that break.


i can't wait for Master.

first.

taken from LeLove 

double dates

funnay, i never see them as double dates.