Thursday, December 31

i'll be watching Jan 7 pass by, just like that.




if it wasn't for the money i couldn't afford,

if it wasn't for the production i'm involved in,

if it wasn't for the classes i have,

i would have the chance to see u rite before my eyes

and listen to u with my flappy ears

and join the crowd who likes your songs whole-heartedly.





*tsk*
regards to Ne-Yo

*sobsob*

Thursday, December 24

as i was having my shower this morning, i was thinking. and i thought..

.u are being ridiculously difficult.




aaaaa!!!!!!!!








*tarik2 rambut*

Monday, December 21

Juara oh Juara

there was a tweet i read randomly. it said


"#itslove when his fav movie becomes you fav movie. when his fav food becomes your fav food. when his fav music becomes you fa music etc =-)"
from HandsomeAngel_T






nasi ayam lemon da mkn. check.

transformers da tgk. check.




aaahhhhhhhh~

\(>.<)/

how can i like Juara??



*saket pale*

Tuesday, December 15

this is not the kinda vampire i've always imagined

when i say take care,
i mean take care~

i really do.


dear,
i cannot even breathe seeing ur sore red eyes.
what kind of partner am i?
i feel like i've failed taking care of u.


sobs~

Wednesday, December 9

sian cinta-hati sy. dia x sehat.

dear love,

u knw u gave me a heart attack about the false-alarm dengue. mujur i x scream dalam meeting aritu

diabetes?? mane plk datang tu.. ish, tanak la main2..
(eh. now ape cite diabetes ek?)


now, i still couldnt bear myself seeing ur pale eyes every nite. touching ur extremely hot hands, ur forehead when u say u feel extremely cold.. pls dont do this to me..
maybe u need jalan2 ke.. u knw, get sweaty n stuff. haha. sebenarnya mcm nak ajak kuar dating


as much as i am easily exposed to demam and batuk and selsema, i can see u are fragile too. so pls take really good care of urself.. minum air okay. jgn degil~


i thanked God ur parents are here.
i know u wouldnt let me drive u to klinik or pk.

ps: ubat batuk itu sedap. makan la


Thursday, December 3



"have u ever had shoes without shoe strings?"



silently i replied
yea i have. in fact i'm still wearing them.




sigh
it's not comfortable, ya know.
try experiencing it urself.

Tuesday, December 1

it's 2am, and i'm here babbling.

maybe u still hv the heart for that person. maybe thats y u always keep things to urself rather than expressing them to me. if that is the reason, i now know where i stand. if it is that place i am put to, i will take it. no more tears shed, no more clinging for love. i dont want to see u in anger. thus i'll gv u what i feel about u and i do not expect the same in return, insya allah.

i love u. n i've been missing u badly.
raya haji with family, thoughts linger on u.
i prevented myself from texting u and calling u.
because i didnt want to make u angry.
i want a beautiful relationship.
a blossomed relationship.

somebody, pls keep me from falling~