what-if questions are harder to answer.

and they are killing me!!!

tsk T_T

and i really need ur opinion

let's start drinking more water.

the last time i felt this was before i was suspected having dengue.


extremely cold in the inside.

and hot on the outside.

not forgetting feeling dizzy in my head.




i don't want to be admitted to the hospital again.

i don't want to~


tsk.

and israel, kaw kejam!

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i dreamed last nite.

it was beautiful.

and i found myself waking up late.

extremely late.

pls tell me u didn't dream the same way.

because if u did,

i don't know what to do.

when i think of you,

i pray for you to be calm.

when i think of you,

i pray for you to laugh your heart out.

when i think of you,

i pray for you to remember

the ones you love.

when i think of you,

i pray for you to keep going

when things get rough.

when i think of you,

i pray for you to kiss a flower

when it blooms.

when i think of you,

i pray for you to have people

who will share your touch of joy of life.

when i think of you,

i pray for you to keep up that smile.

when i think of you,

i pray for you.

And I still don't know what went wrong with my eye.

bajet gangster la~?

this was me on the 2nd day.

well, more or less.

my first day was, well...

bit swollen, and nothing much.

the next day, the swell grew bigger.

agak pedih.

and tears fell without me crying.

so i slept most of the time.

bila bangun,

mata x leh bukak

sbb airmata yg keluar da mengeras

aka taik mata.

today, the swell decreases.

hopefully tomorrow my eye will be normal again.

ibu kata ni ketumbit.

ara da geleng kpale.

bapak gelak2 je.

then ara join bapak. pfft~

this is sooo what i needed from u guys. huhu

this should be easy.

but i keep thinking about you when i shouldn't be.

.... in any ways, for that matter.

it's ok. i blame myself.

I like my previous template. There's nothing wrong with it.

and how i wish i could use it for my FB page.

*remember how it was? it was white in colour and

had a red heart on... er, on your left hand-side.

maybe my blog will need something new. and last nite i was truly inspired by Fitriah's page, since she often changes her page's skin.

and i kinda like this current template. let's just see if i can suit myself with this new template and see how long this template lasts. haha