dedication #5

trimas fitri.

trimas aziz.

trimas juga afiqah.

saya semakin terbuka utk melihat diri saya.

good times will come

Perfect - Pink

Earth Hour 2009.

let's make the memory repeats itself tonite.

eye candy

when all of this ends

i wanna hit the malls.

i wanna go to midv.

i wanna shop at vincci.

i wanna shop for more tops and cardis.

i wanna watch every movie in cinemas.

i wanna hv lunch at sec rep.

i wanna hv dessert at baskin robin.

i wanna sleep properly at nite.

i wanna spend more time with friends like old times.

i wanna lepak everywhere.

i wanna wall climb non stop.

i wanna be in every sungai there is.

i wanna ice skate rounds and rounds.

i wanna spend more time with adik2 and ibu bapak like always.

i wanna buy them gifts and presents.

i wanna bring adik2 jalan around kl.

i wanna spend as much money and time and energy as i can.

when all of this ends.

some things are beautifully unexplainable.

hari2 baca doa duduk antara dua sujud,

tapi tak pernah khusyuk memahami makna every words. look below.

Rabbighfirli (Tuhanku, ampuni aku)

Warhamni (sayangi aku)

Wajburnii (tutuplah aib-aibku)

Warfa'nii (angkatlah darjatku)

Warzuqnii (berilah aku rezeki)

Wahdinii (berilah aku petunjuk)

Wa'Aafinii (sihatkan aku)

Wa'fuannii (maafkan aku)

beautiful indeed.

i actually patted my lap when hearing..

" time yourself from day to day.

there will be one point when

you will pat your shoulder and say

'dah Fynn. dah..' "

Fynn Jamal, 2011.

but i'm not there just yet. i think i'm giving more time to myself to go through this stage slowly, and i dont feel the need of forcing myself going about it and getting it over and done.

i wanna enjoy his presence, till our very end of the semester.

after that,

well..

maybe at home i'll chat with him or anything. i will miss having him around, i think.