12 days

4 days of fasting, 8 days of aidilfitri.

alor gajah, kuantan, kelantan, penang, ipoh, gombak, keramat, seremban.

many things happened along the way.

m a n y things happened around me.

:: got news that cousin broke his collar bone in accident 2 days before raya.

:: relative passed out after tasbih prayer due to inconsistent heart rate.

:: uncle cut his finger with freshly sharpened knife when breaking huge chunks of ice-cubes for iftar. he bled badly.

:: thrilled that cousins adored and loveed the hand-made duit raya sampuls.

:: baju kurung for wanie's ijabkabul was similar to shaza's, even up to the tudung. iOkay.

:: excited to visit late granma. broke down when i touched her tombstone. i dont understand my feeling.  

:: i had my first henna done by 10-year experienced akak. x ingat nama.

:: besties were in accident a day before gf's ijabkabul. car turned sideways and upside down. wasn't dreaming, unfortunately.

::  miraculously survived raya with just a pair of kurung. fabulous one.

:: TAK NANGIS masa wedding wanie. ape barang nangis. oke tipu. 

:: started and ended the tiring journey with a nite in hotel. heavenly had heated shower after 8 months of shivering in cold one.

:: seeing the matured side of him after 4 hrs of waiting and talking. dear God, i'm in love lebih banyak banyak. 

around this month a year ago we met by fate.
you were with your students and i had my folks.
you are truly blessed with a lovely birthdate
and with tremendously uncountable success.
happy birthday.
may many more will come.
aminn.

#18

"Wherever we will go, this stays forever". 

termasuklah ini. 

2013

i will go thru my master year.

bais will go thru his last degree years.

grad together, jom?

dedication #8

to childhood friend whose birthdate slipped off my little head. 

(pic was taken from here)

despite the forgetful me, 

i hope you had a happy birthday last two days. 

may all your previous wishes come true. 

may Allah ease and bless your path towards success. 

i still dont like the way you talked to me. 

serves you, sy kasi hadiah pink. 

i guess ppl do change after years pass by. 

happy birthday, still. 

loveli myvi #4

you made bumblebee look amazing.

cheeky bastard.

batch ke4

Dear first love, 

Sorry that you were a subject in my lesson plan yesterday. 

But no, it was not planned. 

You see, our story was truly epic; 

They agreed. 

miss, how about second love? third love? 

and i could just ... smile.