to my queen, with full regrets in heart.

kakak sory, ibu. utk kesekian kalinya, akak sory..

one fine day,

one very fine day,

i will tell u what happened.

from top to bottom, from a to z.

akak sedih sgt that all of these happened to me.

n i really would like to turn to u.

i want to cry so bad and ive been holding tears for so long.

i really feel im falling apart.

ibu,

i would like to cool myself down first

and try to expect ur reaction when i tell u this.

for now, i'll try to handle the pejabat matters first.

the bank card, the police report, yadayada..

i do not want u to worry; im a grown up now.

things are ugly now, ibu.

hug me pls..

and lie to me that everything will be ok..

ps: ibu, can i skip all classes n go back to seremban? i dont like being a grown up..

iwan, thanx so much