a brave one, indeed.

since that day, 

my dark nights have never been the same.

i dont know if it is plainly from you, or a courage within from Allah.

i know it's not a coincidence. 

thank you.

you know, 

there was one time, right next to my ears,

slow knocks on my window were heard.

eyes were shut tightly, holding on to blanket and bantal peluk.

i nearly wanted to call you.

i was scared, i didnt know what to say to you.

so i didnt. im glad i didnt.

i would have made a fool of myself.

i dreamt about you. sheit.