Will I? Can I?

how long will i be a PTFT?

how long will my payslip be 1800 1602?

was turning down Penang's interview good for me?

wonder how it was that day. i hope they pass.

can i nail UIA's tests and interview? 

can i even be a UIA lecturer?

after getting a place and passing the IELTS, should Aussie be just a dream?

what about UniMAP? is there a place for me there?


ya Allah, i am really not complaining about things i already have.
i am very much contented with where i am now, in fact.
i'm doing fine here.
melaka, 011, 120, 260, 311, helpful colleagues, students, students, students.
but You see, pleasing ppl is too tiring.
one after another. months after months.
for once, i just wish they could let me just do what i want.
just this time. this. time.
alhamdulillah, i've always been the obedient type. they both see that too.
but things don't really work that way. i know. i know they know better.
and You have always given me the best. i hope i am stronger. 
You know, i wish i could see what You have in store for me. 
pls help me ease my journey to a brighter secured future.


oke, brighter seems right too. 


a brighter, more contented and more secured future. aminn.