ask me, and you'll know the answer.

via WeHeartIt

muahmuah awak tu
mungkin kerana mengantuk.
ye, saya pasti.

"maybe God has a better plan for me than I had for myself"

safwan menjejakkan kaki ke rumah

wasn't the initial idea.

last night,

he planned.

i planned.

individually.

akhirnya?

misunderstood.

masing2 hajat tak kesampaian.

kereta masuk bengkel.

lunch terlepas.

cerita adha terlajak.

kelam kabut

dah tak reti nak eja l e p a k.

i even couldn't imagine if you were to sleep in the house.

but Allah sent you for us

me ara and ibu

when the unexpected happened.

for the unexpected.

like how God sent Carter because Jamie was sick.

i thanked Allah every second.

i thank you. we all do.

post title was referring to the movie
A Walk To Remember.

that time
when you have 4 bunnies
just like you wanted.
when aquarium has its owners
since the last time i came.
we shared and we talked.
i like it. you hv no idea.

"aisya suka yang committed"

layan girlfriend tak susah.

untung dua2 kaki shopping.

layan saje bebel dia.

control shopping spree dia.

hehe. ape sangat merajuk dia.

pujuk je.

kan nak jadi suami bes :)

nanti imamkan solat kerap.

marah dan nasihat manis2.

committed dengan kerja itu semestinya.

committed dengan family pula

dimulakan dengan girlfriend itu.

saya menaip,

bersama kertas dan buku

akuarium kecil yang sepi

beg dan kot digantung
nota kecil temu janji
tertampal di bilik.

saya guna laptop awak.

a brave one, indeed.

since that day, 

my dark nights have never been the same.

i dont know if it is plainly from you, or a courage within from Allah.

i know it's not a coincidence. 

thank you.

you know, 

there was one time, right next to my ears,

slow knocks on my window were heard.

eyes were shut tightly, holding on to blanket and bantal peluk.

i nearly wanted to call you.

i was scared, i didnt know what to say to you.

so i didnt. im glad i didnt.

i would have made a fool of myself.

i dreamt about you. sheit.