absolutely.

(from 9gag)

Will I? Can I?

how long will i be a PTFT?

how long will my payslip be 1800 1602?

was turning down Penang's interview good for me?

wonder how it was that day. i hope they pass.

can i nail UIA's tests and interview? 

can i even be a UIA lecturer?

after getting a place and passing the IELTS, should Aussie be just a dream?

what about UniMAP? is there a place for me there?


ya Allah, i am really not complaining about things i already have.
i am very much contented with where i am now, in fact.
i'm doing fine here.
melaka, 011, 120, 260, 311, helpful colleagues, students, students, students.
but You see, pleasing ppl is too tiring.
one after another. months after months.
for once, i just wish they could let me just do what i want.
just this time. this. time.
alhamdulillah, i've always been the obedient type. they both see that too.
but things don't really work that way. i know. i know they know better.
and You have always given me the best. i hope i am stronger. 
You know, i wish i could see what You have in store for me. 
pls help me ease my journey to a brighter secured future.


oke, brighter seems right too. 


a brighter, more contented and more secured future. aminn. 

#17

i said to ibu,
if i were to marry him,
i would go there.
temporary or not. 

no, i'm not corny.

#16

(credit)

nak.

"That, I can do." I replied.

 ibu da start da... 

no pain, no gain. so they say.

ibu kata
setiap perkara, Allah dah plan.
setiap perkara, Allah letak hikmah.
setiap perkara, baik untuk kita.

hati masih mau.
tapi kata fiqa,
kalau hatinya jua mau,
dua hati pasti ketemu.

hebat kan. she always knows what to say.
ape khabar agaknya dia di skola baru.
tibatiba.


kun faya kun, kataNya.

sape suruh bukak post 2009. 

konon nak bertabah. 

lagi sedih adela.

padan muka hajar. 

adha kuat! adha kuat!