the big L

The infamous four-letter word.

It's a different feeling, this time.
I froze.

subhanallah.

betapa kayanya Engkau ya Rabb.

kerdil sungguh terasa.

i can't ask for better housemates. i can't.

bless them with Your rahmat, ya Rabb.

i can't thank them enough.

because after all those shitty things I did,
you stayed.





masyaAllah.

you stayed.





and now, i want to be the best. for you.

everything.

Okay.

... and everything in between.

I now know what I want 

as graduation present. 

Nope, not asking parents to buy them for me. Nor adik-adik. 

Having everyone during the convocation is already an honour. 

The All-Knowing. The All-Forgiving. Bless my journey here. Cherish the ones I love. Guide me to a bright future. 

Guide him too.

December treats

1. Master in TESOL (Stream B) from The University of Melbourne.

2. Melbourne trip for one week.

3. Sydney trip for another week.

4. Kick-boxing day.





November to-do list.

× cari parking space free yang dekat dan sesuai.

× plan places-to-go for Melbourne trip. Insert juga tempat yang belum pernah pegi.

× biasakan/belajar rules when driving especially in the city. Nanti nak ajar bapak.

× plan juga tentative untuk Sydney kalau-kalau Bais tak buat.

× cari dua kotak untuk pack separuh barang bawak balik Malaysia. Maybe tiga.

× pinjam phone charger kereta dari kak Anis.

× aaaaaaaaa cari baju graduation.

× sediakan duit yang banyak untuk Kick-boxing day. Pandora, DKNY Delicious. Maybe juga jam. Tengok harga berapa dulu.

× jangan lupa English course for non-native speakers. Hujung November.