hati-hati

masa dekat Melbourne,

sejak berkawan dengan circle baru,

rata-rata semua perempuan.

tak nak berkawan dengan boys.

konon nak jaga image diri.



tapi sejak balik dari Melbourne,

habit berkawan dengan girls dah lekat.

but this time, niat dah pasang.

fitnah diri sendiri kena jaga.

i make sure my close friends are down to girls only.

i make myself a bit formal with the boys too.

ape masalah berkawan dengan boys? kawan je kan.

okayyy. so let's say this happens.

it starts dengan hey you dekat KL?? tak cakap pun kan! how are you? jom catch up.

then you would ibu, aisya nak keluar jap esok. jumpa kawan lama.

laki ke perempuan?

laki. kawan je.

ibu start curious. bapak diam.



another one. same situation.

awak, esok saya keluar dengan azman. dia ajak catch up.

oh. berdua je?

aah. takpe, takde pape pun.

dia mula 'ye ke?'.



the situation.

you go to a nice cafe, drinks and meals, chat, a few giggle and laughter.

eh, dah lain la dia ni. ish skang bukan main. makin matang, ada style.

hm dia ni sama macam dulu. ketawa dia, gaya dia. eh kata ada boyfriend.

hey we should do this again tau. really nice to see you.

orang keliling pandang, shoot curious glances. girlfriend dia kot.

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is it okay?

the situation. is it okay?

hahaha. biarla. itu orang rasa. bukan kita boleh control pun.

i pun dapat pahala.

memang. tapi nikmat apa yang boleh kita dapat dengan pahala macam tu?



betul. mungkin exaggerate bila kte cerita macam ni. and you see, it starts with a simple 'keluar' dan 'jumpa sekejap'. lepas balik rumah, you berbalas message emoticon dan gelak tawa, and slowly you would remind yourself 'ini takpe'. bila dia lebih-lebih sikit kita kata 'eh ni takpe jugak kot'.

hati-hati.

it could be the synonym of berjaga-jaga.

jaga fitnah yang kita timbulkan. yang kita boleh control adalah perangai diri sendiri. the less is more.

it could also be the plural form of hati.

hati kita terjaga bila kita jaga perangai sendiri. hati-hati insan sekeliling pun lebih terjaga.




boleh je girls berkawan dengan boys. boys berkawan dengan girls.

semoga bila kita jaga batas dan kata-kata kita, Allah pun pelihara kita.

because in this case, it's taking into account both meanings.

wallahu a'lam.

personal experience, in a really twisted way. can't put in that much truths.

and no, i don't know who this azman is. it's fictional and random.